Still trying to find the bloody glass tonight. gggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Usually half full, smile and someone might smile back.
I used to be so positive. so so so so positive. Now...I have a job. Please, someone put me out of my misery.
my glass was pretty empty at the pub tonight but thats cos i kept emptying it it was full though so in my case the glass is half full
I am coming. Hopefully this gloomy cloud of doom will have lifted by then. Gah. I don't wanna use these forums as therapy or whatnot, so, I better just try and sleep off this feeling. Ignore me. I'm being dramatic.
It'll get better... I've had some pretty dark years when I wouldn't have cared whether the glass was half-full or whatever coz I would've smashed it to pieces and dragged the broken pieces across my bare skin... Okay... poetic license there... The point is that that I seem to be getting more chilled with old age... so fuck it... whether the glass is half-empty or half-full just drink the fucker and go sit in the sunshine... Fly...
I hate that glass anology. It totally fails to take into acount the complexity of the human condition.
Thank heavens it's the weekend. Ignore my bullshit from yesterday. I never have been able to get the hang of Thursdays.
It all depends on what the people around me are like! If they're overly optimistic it turns me into a cynical old fart. If they're too sad it turns me into a sad little mushball. If they're juuuust about right, I'm a happy balanced realist
More interestingly; do people here subscribe to the belief that we have to go through bad times to appreciate the good?
By the way...this week I realised that several years ago, I "blacked out" for over six months. I have literally NO memory of this period of my life, and it was actually an incredibly important time for me where I quite possibly made the worst decision of my life and caused an incredible amount of pain for several people that I love/loved. Understandably, I'm a little disturbed by this, and that's why I've been so negative this week.