I get attracted to dark and small places

Sometimes, when I'm really stoned, I end up going under a bed or in a closet, and refuse to go back to light. Isn't that weird? Am I normal?

The last 2 times it happened were with my boyfriend Nick. The first time was at his house, and it was the first time we got high together, we had drunk a lot of wine and we smoked that pot that I had bought from this big, black guy in Central Park (for too much money and I regretted), pot from Arizona or whatever. Anyways, at first, I was just being a bit crazy, laughing and all. feeling more dizzy than usual because of the wine, but after 15 minutes with Nick on his bed, I fell on the floor and went under his bed. There I started to speak French (he told me), and refused to go back with him, I wanted to stay under the bed. He told me that I was saying stuff like "no, leave me alone I wanna stay in this cave!". A bit later, we went to an another room, and there I refused to stay on the bed with him, and I went on the floor again, and tried to go under the bed, again. But it didn't work because there wasn't enough room for me, and I started to cry and told Nick how much I wanted to go there!! It was crazy... And the last time, it was at my house, we had smoked some hash and after a little while I wanted to go under my bed again. Nick stopped me though.

And well, those aren't the only times... a few times before then I ended up going in my closet or turning off all the lights, or closing all the shutters in the house and getting under a blanket.

So... Am I the only freak who does that?

 

oh man youre crazy! that would trip me out if i was high to see that. fuck its tripping me out already!

 

Hehe, don't feel too bad penny. I have a friend that always ends up sleeping in my closet whenever he crashes at my place. And one time when I was tripping on dxm I remember i somehow ended up in my closet for a while...

 

I like it 100% dark when I'm high.. but not cramped.. I need some freedom.

 

Penny I am kinda the same way, I like going into a corner and staring at it and think about it for a while. But sometimes I go into the dark and I see shadows and I think they are gonna get me, but thats if I'm just completly out of my mind baked.

 

Well... all that reassures me...