Totally new to this message board. I have been on alot of other message boards so i have the jist of how they work and all. ^_^ Also kinda new to this whole train of thought. I sorta had a mind/life altering experience last nite and well... Let's just say things are alot clearer now I have a whole new drive in life and everything. Really hard to explain in written word on a computer screen. This seems like a very freindly and cozy forum indeed. Kinda feel safe expressing general statements like that w/o worry about getting alot of flack like I have received on other forum boards from nay-sayers and the like. Yeah, my profile is a bit bleak & blank but I'll fill that all in when the right words come to mind to answer the questions with the utmost sincerity. Hopefull I can meet some cewl ppl here that can maybe help me get through a few things I need answers about and the like. Well... Here's to a hopefully awesome forum... and hoping I am not coming off too much like a blundering twit \rock/ ^_^
you seem ABSOLUTELY lovely! and twits are nice people! specially the ones who babble on consistently! hey what did ur life changin experience involve! im curious! ive had a few lately too lol kisses! xx
I know it's just the 2 responses but warm they are indeed. This is definatly seeming to be a nice retreat from the normal hecticallity of every day life. Just a place where the people are good and everyone is quicker to say, 'Hey, what's up ?? ', Than they are to try and be critical or corrosive in some manner. And for as far as the life changing experience goes... Untill i feel a bit more settled in let's just leave that one a bit blurry for the moment. I'll just say this... I had to alter everything i knew of as reality in order to get myself a serious reality check. :H I have found this whole new person inside that's just bursting this new powerful drive in life. I have always known my potential to be able to achieve what i want in life but have kinda always been told i wouldn't succeed at it. I guess i sorta believed it in some way... That is, up until a few days ago. Now, i see that i can change alot of things in my life and do what i want with it despite whatever all the nay-sayers have to say. I always said i didn't listen to what they had to say but like i said, part of me believed it. I guess you could also say i sorta lost my spark for life... It's really hard to put it into words as it is the WHOLE new thing to me. Perhaps eventually i'll know what i mean in simple terms. For now, this thiong has pushed me in directions in my life that in the last few days that i should have taken months, if not years ago. HeHeHe.... just thought of another way to put it... and well, nothing better to do at the moment so i'll just throw it out there and see what happens ^_^ I have always been good at helping my friends with difficult life situations. Pretty much anything you can think of, bad relationships, doubts, all those things that can drag a person down into the ground. I guess in giving all this advice and whatnot i have let myself get pulled down by these very same things without really realizing it. However, not anymore. I have broken free from whatever was bogging me down and i found just sooooo much that i can do. Another nifty term i just thought of to describe my little life changing event. I had to give up complete control for a few hours in my life in order to see what i really DO have control over. I have found i have control over most everything that is happening in my life. Just needed to take control of it i guess and not let the auto-pilot guide me. But again here i am rattling on and on to an annonymous public... ^_^ Sorta putting everything out for general concensus and seeing what happens. So with that i shall prattle on no more. I bid you all fine and fair farewell... Hope all the best comes to you and you give it back...
How cool is that??? I'm so happy for you! I am very curious as to what your life changing experience was. It sounds intense to bring on such change and motivation...anyway I will be watching for your posts to here more about it...hope all is well!
