been clean for two weeks now, its no fun, but...

as soon as the job interview and test is done for the plant i am hoping to get hired at in the next couple weeks then my brother and i are going to toke it up like never before, we both have been clean since the 14th june, that was day after my b-day, its no fun staying clean, but we have to, and i am glad i dont have ten bucks in my pocket right now or id probably have relapsed and gone and gotten a hold of a dime of green but that would ruin both of us, i miss it so much, i recently have changed my diet to nuts and fruits and vegetables and some dairy and cereals and such i am hoping to gain some weight and then start going to rec center to lift weights and such and stop being the skinny bean pole that ive always been, so i am beginning to turn around and starting to have energy and motivation and such kinda like i had a couple years ago and before, if i could only start gaining some weight now, hmm.. and get teeth made,.. etc.


also, on a side note; i had to re-register here,
my name on the old forum was randy -something, i forgot exactly what but its not in the members list, so,.,. hmm...

i didnt know all this new forum stuff was going on, so i lost all my PM's and stuff i dont knwo whats going on

someone fill me in on whats happened here ?

when did all this change ?

and how are ya'll doing and how ya been doing and is anyone else staying clean currently for a job interview/test coming up in the near future?

thanks
Randy

 

Ah it isn't so bad. I been clean for 3 days now. Other than trouble sleeping, I think I enjoy soberity to a certain extent. It's like a new drug to me, after not being sober in more than a year. You can converse a lot better, and the energy level is very high, and like you I started to diet and exercise. I had to quit because I would lose my soulmate if I didn't. There is no feeling more euphoric than love, not even weed can give you that. Just hang in there bro, you'll make it until the 14th.

 

I havent smoked weed since May 5th O_O thats the day before I got expelled and all my dealers were sent away ive been doin quite alot of acid and Ive done shrooms and salvia a couple times so its all good. but I really miss the marijuana