psychedelic love

Discussion in 'Old Hippies' started by cshroom, Jul 2, 2004.

  1. cshroom

    cshroom Member

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    hello to the wiser and more experienced than i. i have found my true love. i used to think that i didnt really care about money as long as i could get by with the necessities.but now i have mmy true love and would like to one day be able to raise a family with her without always having to struggle. i want to be able to spoil our kids and such. i want to be able to do special things for her so she will feel special and loved.so now i am taking the biggest step of my life.in august 23 i am going into the Navy. this has potential to pull us apart, but i truely believe that we are meant to be together and that is the way it will turn out. anyway i had a question. see i believe in the power of psycedelics as a spiritual connection thing. i never believed in God untill the first time i tripped. i have had several strong connections with the Lord while trippin'. so you can see that no one could really convince me that what i beelieve abou the drugs isn't true, because i now base my life on the spiritual realizations i've had. i dont want this girl to think im some sort of junkie or anything but i would like to trip with her to see if she sees it or understands. my question is this- do you think maybe she might think im just a complete looney or what ya know?we have been together for 7 months now and i believe it is true love. can anyone see what im getting at because im not sure i understand it 100% myself. please help if you can. thank you beautiful people.:)
     
  2. Philly_Hippie17

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    If She Really Loves You, And Trusts You She Will Bro, :p , But Then again if she doesnt Dont Force Her, Let It Play Out, See Where It Goes
     
  3. cshroom

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    yeah that sounds like about whats goin on in my head and thanks a whole lot for your insightful information man

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  4. Fractual_

    Fractual_ cosmos factory

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    well does she do any or have any experience with drugs already? try to present it in a little more reasonably, don't just be like, if you eat acid you will see god and all your problems will go away.
     
  5. cshroom

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    she has toked up a little and also tried E once.she does believe in God, but i think you know what i mean about a greater spiritual realization as associated with trippin'
     
  6. AlteredOrgan

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    please dont join the navy, its really brave of you but FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, stay home with the one you love and make a family and get away from society as much as possible...! but do what you want
     
  7. cshroom

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    yeah well its not my first choice to join the navy, but ive considered alot of options and it takes money to support a family. i want to go to college and the navy offers college money bonuses and such. like i said, it has become important to me to be able to spoil my kids when the time comes- to give them more than what i had. i will only be in the navy for 5 years and then i will go to college with a $50,000 college fund and a $30,000 GI bill. but it is like a moral battle in my heart man. peace
     
  8. AlteredOrgan

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    are you sure you can't do anything else for money...do you have any artistic or musical or athletic talent?? i wish the days were as simple as going out and cutting down a tree and building a home wherever you want sometimes...not always though. its a mad mad world out there. well if you decide to go i hope you survive and i hope you make a nice family when you get back. peace.
     
  9. cshroom

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    well i do play a little guitar.but you know, musicians starve. i wish the world was different as you say. but sometimes there are just things you NEED to do to get to where you WANT to be man. thanks for the luck and prayers are appreciated.

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    if the world didnt suck, we would all fall off;)
     
  10. Philly_Hippie17

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    People Views on Lsd Are kindda cloudy, you know, they believe everything bad about they heard off some web site, or some person who never tried it,

    you know what you could do, sk her to try shrooms, she want she says
     
  11. cshroom

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    no she hasnt done shrooms. but thats what im thinkin bout doin though. she grew up very innocent, but has tried XTC and toked up quite a bit
     
  12. Weareallheavy

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    Goin into the Navy is all good and well, thinking that you will only serve 5 years, think again young man. They just told my nephew that he was theirs for 12 more years ad he already served his 5 plus 18 months. They are going to keep you as long as they want to keep you, as long as there is jno peace in the world you will be their puppet man, like I wouldn't want to be in your shoes for anything if you go in. I served and I know, it really stinks. I know you have to do what you feel is right, but think about it before you really jump in head first.

    Peace and love, or nothing else.
     
  13. teepi

    teepi living my dream

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    All Heavy is right...once THEY have you....THEY have you.
    They make ALL the decisions....how much you make...how much you work...where you work...where you live...how long THEY'LL keep you....

    When I was a little girl I was ALWAYS the new kid...we moved around all the time...it's hell on a child to always be the new kid...you don't have kids now(?) but please if you ever think you will, REALIZE this decision will effect them and your wife...she will be left behind ALOT while your out to sea and stationed in other countries...or at WAR.
    It is better to follow your passion or to work any job while you're trying to figure out where you fit in.

    I still have issues with friendship and investing myself because of those days....

    Just please give it alot of thought...its not an easy way out.

    About the drug thing...everyone's experiences are different...and some people just don't want to do things like that, maybe she gets high from other things..maybe she draws a spiritual satisfaction in other ways...I respect others decisions on where they want their head to be...tell them what I may know or feel then step back...get all the facts then make a decision...as far as the drugs out there now...personally I wouldn't touch anything unless I knew that for a fact is was natural and NOT chemical based...too many ass'es out there trying to be scientist's...also alot of mean screwed up people selling who knows what...
    teepi
     
  14. Maggie Sugar

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    Yeah, if you don't die or get maimed in some Godforsaken desert somewhere. FEW people get the money they think they will from the service. You love this girl, and you are going to leave her for 5 years in the service, give them your mind, body and soul, then (if you don't die in the desert) go to at least 4 years of college, then try to get a job and some job securtity to support a family? WHEN are you going to have this family? In your 40s?

    I successfully talked my man out of the Marines 25 years ago. It would have ruined us, I am pretty sure I wouldn't have waited for him, and even if I did, I KNOW I wouldn't have liked what Military mind games does to a man's personality. Get as many loans as you can, work part time, get grants, get scholorships. Don't make yourself cannon fodder. PLEASE!!!! My dh has thanked me quite a few times for saving his life and his ability to think for himself (yes people can get through the Military War Machine and still think for themselves, but they have to work VERY hard at it.)
     
  15. homebudz

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    I went in the army in 1968 and got out in 1972.In 1985 they tried their best to get me back in.In no uncertain terms I told them to fuck off,not once but twice in one day.My ex is still in,a major now,and will be stuck till they release her.
     
  16. wandrnshaman

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    Relationships don't last long in the navy. My brother's in and he's lost his wife again. It just doesn't work when you stay out to sea for months at a time, especially for young people. I hope you change your mind. Your future with her is at stake.
     
  17. lavalamped

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    I wouldn't do it, man. There are other jobs out there. You'll probably be regrettin' it once you get in.
     
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