Im embarrased

that i wrote that thread and said about dan hitting me again...

he's changed a lot and he didnt PUNCH me or anything. he did hit me on side the head a few times...

im ONLY mentioning this cause i already did in my help thread, which i wrote when i was trashed. was total truth but im embarrased.

my question is... should i leave the forums for good?

 

uhhhhh maybe you should stay on the forums but leave your fella?!?!?!?

 

I agree with Ursus, that isn't acceptable behavior by him, and I know you are well aware of that.

Of course you know I want you to stay here

 

I agree too. The forums won't hit you. Dan will.

 

ditto. you're a much cooler gal than when i started in on rt, I want you to hang around but I don't want you being abused

 

Him hitting you on the side of your head a few times will only lead to harder and more hits. Take care of yourself and leave the asshole.

 

this thread needs more me.


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No, don't leave the forums, leave that abusive fuckslut of a man.

But before you do, force feed him some laxatives, and take all of the toilet paper with you.

 

well i suppose this more adequately explains the pm, but i still dont know the whole story i guess.

uh, yeah, i'd leave him. i dont care how much he's "changed" hitting you on the side of the head "a few times" no matter how he does it simply isnt acceptable. it sounds like he's hit you before, judging by your post. if thats the case he obviously HASNT changed but has put on an outward appearance of having changed.

truth is, deep down, most people DONT change.

get rid of him one way or another.

 

you know what?

some people on here call me (in the past) an attention whore on here... and there is some validity on that... sometimes i just dont know where to turn. and i really was embarrased though that i made that other thread...cause, it makes me seem weak. ya know?

i mean, what kinda girl stays with someone that does that?

well... a weak girl. and im not weak. im far from it. but i have major weaknesses. it's hard to leave (and if you havent been there, dont judge)- cause you do (i do!), love him, have hope *fucking hope!*

and... yeah,., no money.

im on my way though..i really am.

 

you should just go now....

 

hmmm if i had money or somewhere to go...

lol.

 

relatives? friends? the library? the police station?

anywhere.. seriously

 

don't go,, kick him out girl.. and keep his money..

 

hmmm if he had money. lol

but still, ill pay him back. alimony anyone?

he KNEW i was going to college and...

ger. im bad but im not bad for no reason.

 

trish you seem to have come to a much better place within yourself.
im sorry that you still stay with him and i wish you peace in any of your choices...you are a bright girl and you will come to the point where you realize you deserve love and what he isnt giving you isnt love....
peace within sweetie....i will pray for you and your happiness

 

omg!

am i slow, fast, or delusional?

 

marie, thanks a lot

that means something

 

well trish, i love you and you know it.

and I agree with most people who have said leave him. I also realize how hard that can be. I put up with 13 years of bigtime mental abuse from my ex and was always afraid to leave. (you know the story) it felt so good to finally do something about it.

anyways, you said he didnt punch you but he hit you in the head, trish-that is the same thing, he STRUCK you! doesnt matter if it was a closed fist or an open hand. He still doesnt have the right. sounds like you are making an excuse for him. he isnt worth any excuse. in fact, he isnt worth the toilet paper i wipe my ass with.

I cant do much for you other than listen. I love you!!

 

You are too loveable to be treated badly.