that i love her. at this point it is more to rid myself of this cripplin anxiety that the secret is causing, more than for the possible relationship itself. i almost did freshman year, but didnt, andregretted it sophmore year. almost told her soph year, rgretted not telling her junior year. almost told her junior year, regret not telling her now. i dont want to be graduated with this thing never resolved. i dont care if it ends a friendship and creates an awkward situation.
Do what you gotta do if its the only way to move forward and you are willing to accept the consequences...
DO IT! DO IT! DO IT! Seriously, you have to. Life is way way WAY to short to hold things back. I'm so good at giving this type of advice...but I can't take it for anything.
Act first, think later. At least in that sort of situation, surely you've thought enough? Just do it.