I used to do ecstasy alot but i stopped because one night the person that was supposed to be keeping an eye on me left me with this guy that tried to rape me and then came back an hour later with my head lights busted on my car.. well theres more but thats just a little bit of my experiances so you guys get the idea. any way, now i cant stop thinking about these things. Its been 2 months and i still get flashbacks. I'll hear something or see something and i'll think of all of that stuff up there ^ and i get these sort of panic attacks. I dont want to do ecstasy .. or any other drugs again for that matter, but i dont know how to get rid of these flashbacks with out making better memories with drugs. can some body help me out? thanks
sounds like you need to find yourself some help, be it a close friend or a professional. this kind of thing shouldn't be left under the surface or ignored. im sorry you had such a crappy experience and hope that you find solace!! -hugs and heeling- serra
