How can you find away from here in darkness we see a door appear from silence we hear a cry of fear... But "light coming to you as an ally, light coming to you as an ally!" Repeat the text and feel it grow what to do next is to blow the bad out of you, the demon of yours Be strong and brave untie your curse. It was just one poem I wrote before Christ found me. It is really about one experience when a black door opened to my room and something was about o come inside my room. I saw a hand already. I was totally bound to darkness and I think this poem has inside of it what I hoped for me: freedom. Sorry if it is not good english. I try to remember another from that time. Religion is our father together we must gather it shows the way to a place where to stay the paradise gateway. Death can't catch you if you love others to so way to heaven is to become a child again and again and again. That I hoped also at that time. But that was not the one I hoped to remember. Heres one more. Mysery in your eyes, sadnes in your voice pain can make you cry but tears are not alive Sorrow in your mind where its locked behind Story tells kindness is in million wells. Now I remembered one. There is and there always will be the other side of the wolrd to see look upside down and trough the first let the sight burst. You hear them walk with you be strong, not frighten to do a turn to look at them they're gone, you won again You dont know what it is kind cant see inside your mind there would you find a key pass through a stormy sea should you sleep to there you'd need a guide to take care that you could find your way back before your senses would crack. This I wrote when I had smoked a lot pot and was at that time very strongly tied to darkness: seeing dark figures, they were following, and continuous fear. I think these are really not good but they are sharing feelings. I write in finnish usually, so these are made over ten years ago when my english was poor and thinking and writing taking first steps.