i cant get through this

I dont think shes doing anything worse than most of us did at that age, unless this place has been taken over by the straight edge type fucks.

 

damn those straight edge people. honestly, who has never skipped school though? the only bad part about it is the saturday detention, but thats my first detention too. crazy.

 

yeah well people that are assholes to other people unfortunatly tend not to remember, funny how that works out.

 

Im not sure if this makes any sense but it seems like one has a bitch complex here or somthing. This will be mistaken for what it was to mean.

 

i am a bitch, but i also just tend to have a horrible memory, asnd im not an asshole unless someone is incredibly stupid and pisses me off.

 

Enjoy life Becknudefck...

Fuck all the bullshit Your in a really good position right now girl! Your only 15 and have your whole life ahead of you...You can literally achieve anything you want if you set your mind to it. Your current bf is too old for you imo. I know you don't want to hear that because you love him and think he's cute right? Do you remember when you were just 13? I'm guessing that you are a lot smarter than when you were 13 right now. Would you go out with a 13 year old boy right now? I doubt it because you would probably feel like a pervert and you would know for sure that you are taking advantage of him (but he would never know that). The same thing goes for your 18 year old bf. That bitch is playing you for sure. If you were 18 you would look at him differently because you would be more advanced. You would see other 18 year old men that are better than he is and probably wonder wtf you saw in him in the first place. If he goes for 15 year olds then he obviously isn't the best because other 18 year old girls would have snapped him up by now. Kick that pedo to the kerb

 

no its not like that at all. Hes not playing me. I know he loves me back. And to anyone that say he probably doesnt, i know youre wrong. Hes like my best friend too, and he means everything to me.

 

What if his game is soooo good that you can't see it?

 

well, an important aspect in life is balance. yeah, we all fucked up, but the ones of us who usually turned out the best are the ones who had parents who cared enough to do something about it. and as parents, we're probably pretty damned good, too.

 

hehe. i never ditched school.

 

youre a fuckin bitch

 

it WAS a rather spicy post, huh? vengeance, thy name is BITCH.

 

the reason i dont miss being 15...
i dont miss being ignorant of certain things that you only learn with time.

 

you'll survive. You probably won't even still be talking to your boyfriend in another 6 months. Everything seems dire at 15, but the world keeps turning.