hi, i think it will be good for me to say this. i think it will help me fess up to myself a few things. i am clinically depressed with numerous personality disorders. i am unhappy most of the time, i am on medication i am recieving therapy, i starve myself or overeat, don't sleep, cut myself and i am a compulsive lier. i am not lying now. i also recently found out that my dad who has been my dad for 19 years is not my dad. and my real dad was a man we did see a lot called peter. i always knew he was my dad but it is a bitter pill to swallow because he died of throat cancer when i was eight adn still nobody told me adn my sister the truth. i always wanted peter to be my dad and feel cheated because i was not allowed to go to his funeral or talk about him. to add to this, my step dad told me that he has bullied my all these years form whn i was little because i am the image in looks adn mannerisms of peter. hte tension in my house is awful. i hate my stepdad i really want him to leave. the worst thing is, it was not just an affair my mam had with peter, they were in love. the whole thing is a mess.
what can i say? i just hope things get better for you...remember to look at you, not just the bad side though, look at your good points. if talking helps, talk about it, if having time on your own helps, take time to be by yourself....just do whatever you can, and look after yourself
