I respect every person and their opinions but that clearly was uncalled for and everyone here can attest to it. Your opinion was to get off my "fat ass" and do something, well I did, and I feel better but I still don't understand why you have to keep forcing yourself upon this thread in a haze of profanity, sentence fragments, and slurs.
sometimes i wonder why im living too. i don't know whether there's any god or any reason behind it all. but if i should die tomorrow i want to be sure that i didn't live in vain, that means i want to be sure that i have done something to make this world a better place and probably have made some people happy with my existence. so it always cheers me up to know that there's something you can do to make your life worth living. although many things influence know we still got the power to live the life we want to life. think about that. and go outside and watch sunset or a tree and you'll see who beautiful nature is. peace
on the subject of whether to live or die, it's also interesting to think about how, when we die, the only thing we that know for sure is that our most basic energy is going to be cycled back into that aspect of nature to promote the health and energy of those growing things. (provided that your body is allowed to decay into the ground n such, of course. there are places that let you do that.) that energy is still a part of you as a being. so, in a sense, you get to become whatever takes your energy and most things that interact with it. plants, insects, animals, air... this will continue untill you've been spread across the entire earth, in theory. ...yep http://library.thinkquest.org/11226/why.htm
insomniac, just a thought..... how much is a human life worth? people have gotten billions of dollars in court for just something as small as a single human life now the body, a simple human body, reduced to it's elemental components, if sold at prices that aren't current (sorry, I haven't researched this in a while) some carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, etc, is only worth about 18 dollars now why would you give away something so very valuable just leaving yourself as an 18 dollar husk? live your life to it's fullest, and use your husk till it can be used no more....