most cost effective way to destroy my soul

any suggestions?

liquor isn't working fast or cheaply enough, weed builds it up, and simply reading existensial literature and having meaningless sex produce a sort of decline and rebound effect.

I need something to kill the fucker dead.

 

If you're really talking about DESTROYING your soul, try some diphenhidramine hcl. But if by "destroying my soul" you mean getting high you might wanna try some DXM, if you haven't already tried it.

 

unless "Destroying my soul" and "Kill the fucker dead" mean something else, you better get your ass in rehab. in other words, if you feel suicidal or homicidal, check yourself in rehab immediately. However, if these two phrases are just slang for getting really high, that's different.

 

fuck rehab. why? why put suicidal people into institutions?

anyway the drugs you want are alchohol, inhalants (not no2), ice, and poppers

then smoke weed but instead of doing what you normally do, watch mtv

 

That'll also get him smoking crack, good suggestion(Beck Pun)

 

fall in love with an ugly woman....that'll destroy yer soul faster than anything....

 

Watch "Lifetime: Television for Women" everyday. That shit will make you want to jump into a woodchipper.

 

PCP

 

i dunno, lifetime DOES show the golden girls a lot....

anyway, as far as cost and ready availability are concerned, if you really want to fuck your life up bad start doing meth and DXM all the time. both are cheap and easy to find just about any time of the year and any city in the US, and when abused both can really destroy your mind and body quite permanently. if you're really dedicated to the task of self destruction, become addicted to something you can't afford, though. then on top of the drugs "destroying your soul" you'll also have the help of external factors, such as when you notice yourself stealing loved one's possessions to sell them to buy the drug, or selling your body (plenty of men end up doing this for drugs whether they're gay or not), or straight up mugging people. it's really easy to destroy your soul if you want to, you just have to not be afraid of how terrible things will get.

 

yeh but at some point, youll kill off that bit of your soul that gets afraid of such things. until then, bind it up in the cellar while you work on its destruction

 

I say crack, that will definily destroy your soul, but its a horribly addiction drugs, but its oh so good.

 

WTF why aren't you not giving him advice on how to help himself...

When I was in rehab, this guy, Bruce, told me how he decided to end his life with drugs... his primed medicine was an ounce of coke a week , booze and hash, and boy he was happy when he couldn't even roll his joints anymore...But he realized there was more to life than what he saw.

Some rehabs are ok, you might wanna check ressources around where you live...Where i went there was excellent food, smart and caring people, and the employees all had a sparkle in their eyes...Its not so bad and you feel so much better after going out. I gained alot of maturity too, hangin only with adults for a few weeks...

Plz don't destroy your soul, you look like a handsome guy and all. You have potential.

 

i dont give him advice because if it's what he wants to do, he'll do it. if not, he wont. there are too many people on this planet as it is...if they're ANTICIPATING the end, let it come for all i care. humans and animals shouldn't be tortured to death or anything like that, and i dont believe in the death penalty or massacres or anything, but that doesnt mean i believe there's something inherently worth saving for the sake of keeping it alive. if someone is unhappy and wants to die, why should strangers be concerned? this world is fucked up enough without trying to extend the time a bunch of fucking wierdos are running around in it.

but that doesnt mean i dont also think addiction and self destruction are sad and if someone wants to get clean they should be helped. but he doesnt WANT to change, he wants to go further. so whatever, its his life.

 

If you want to lose your soul to a substance then the only answer is heroin.... and rap music.

 

Oh no, the liquor, weed, reading, and sex aren't doing it, WTF!! That is called a party junior, grow up. (well, maybe not the reading) If you truly want to toss away the most valuable thing you have that is your business, just do it quitetly. Its obvious your intentions are other than actually "killing the fucker dead" so spit it out or get over it. People that have nothing left to live for dont have computers and visit hipforums in their spare time. Your barking up the wrong tree.

If you TRULY believe your soul is of no use to you anymore get a job working for the government or in politics. Making other people utterly miserable would put a spring in the step of even the most harded individuals out there. This way when you realize the error of your ways your not FUCKING DEAD, just an asshole.

 

Be a lawyer !! They have no souls at all.

 

if by "poppers" you mean rx drugs, that will not be good enough, for rx drugs are not that bad, that's why they are prescribed to people. But still, even rxs can be harmful if you take to many and/or combine them with alcohol.

 

if you are trying to not do drugs anymore, wtf are you doing on this forum?

 

Or a cop!

 

a good dose of datura will do it. 3 days of terror, confusion, psychosis. Chances are, you will be put in the phospital where they feed you neuroleptics and shit. No soul, just an empty shell. I'm just being technical here.
Booze is a joke compared to that, sex doesn't destroy shit, crack is expensive. Good luck wasting your life.