1. riding to school on a cool, dark morning, with a bowl going around 3 people. No one saying a word the whole ride and listening to darkstar by the grateful dead. no one ever talked about it and how cool it was, but i thought it about it all day. 2. smoking 2 bowls in my room and getting on the bus, getting a window seat and looking out the window with the dead playing in my ears what's an indescribable moment you've had?
I did that everyday last year, its so wonderful. it feels like everything is right in the world. I used to enjoy going to school just for the bus ride there. Back in the summer, I used to go down near this creek. and one time I went down there alone and smoked a few bowls while sitting on a rock in the middle of the creek while just listening to music. It was probably one of the happiest moments in my life.
seeing my beeeeeest friend after not seeing her for a year. we met on a cruise 4 years ago and we cruise together every year. the first day/time seeing her again is so wonderful. we're like... the exact same person it's so awesome. and i guess leaving all my cruise friends (we also cruise with these 2 other kids that we're friends with, but we're the closest out of everyone). the ride back home is HELL. it's seriously non-stop tears from the moment i wake up the last morning until like... the next day. i cry on the bus, i cry on the plane, i cry on the car ride home, i cry at home, i cry going to bed, i cry during bed, and eventually i stop but it's terrible. just knowing that i have to leave these AWESOME people and go back to my shit friends is just so damn depressing. oh AND when i saw my (now) ex for the first time. i "met" him from stealing his sn from my friend who was dating him back when i was in 6th grade. he lives about an hour away so seeing each other back then was impossible. we talked every day for 3 years until finally he got his license and was able to come see me. standing in my doorway seeing him get out of the car was... i don't even know. amazing, i guess.
Once on my way back from work in the summer i was really tired but i just had to get baked so i went to this nature reserve thing by my house and just layed on this huge warm rock overlooking a huge deep lake. I was stoned out of my mind listening to music and watchin the waves and it seemed like every song lasted 20 minutes it was awesome... Euphoric is the only word to describe it
tripping on shrooms, smoking a joint, and looking across a turbulent lake at the trees that basically looked like the illustrations of the spirit world manifesting itself, waving in the intense wind of life.
Telling one of my best friends that I "liked" her and kissing her and knowing I'll probably never see her again on acid. her eyes sparked in a way that I wasn't sure if it was "just" the acid.
And another time I met an old hippie in the eastern religion section of a bookstore, out of the blue he brought up acid and we started talking about it, then he left abruptly. It was so weird, he seemed like such a cool guy...I even wondered whether I'd just been visited by a spirit of some sort, staunch materialist that I am.
