I hope in like the next year my hectic relationships will cease to exist and I hope that I either wind up with Nick or Rich.... nick *drools* pfft he's such a pothead.. loser.. gahh..... but eventually I wanna get married and have LOTS of babies haha.... and I agree with Meg home based business are the best! thank goodness my mom taught me before she all went wretched lame-o on me... they are "leasing" our property to oil drillers THERE IS GOING TO BE A DRILL IN MY BACKYARD!! and Im sitting there listening to them talk I keep asking the guy "what about the animals will it disturb them.. what about our land will it ever be the same... IF YOU WERE A RABBIT AND YOU HAD BABIES AND SOME DRILL CAME AND SCREWED YOUR HOLE UP WOULDNT YOU BE PISSED!?" and thats when my mom and ddad dismissed me from teh room... they DISMISSED me... pfft......
Jelena..never say that... P.S..I want to be a 100.. but then I will not be able to type messages here anymore...but i'll fucking dictate them then Emiel
ahaha... i was just kidding... you know i'm very optimistic... but it's not like it couldn't happen...
i've always kinda wanted to die--not like in a depressing "i wanna kill myself" way, but in an exploration way
Jelena, I know..next week my motorbike can slip.. and I'll be in the eternal hunting fields.. but..I have got the spirit to live.. I never want to die..because I like life too much.. and if I go..let there be written on my tombstone.. here lies a fellow..who lived his life..to the last brim Emiel
when I die... it'll most likely be because one of my little brats tried to put me in a nursing home and I drove my wheelchair off of a cliff.... HaHa.....I hope when I die it doesnt hurt...
Smerfish.. Not possible..the wheelchair affair.. because we will be there.. down at the cliff..to catch you.. in a big net..you'll survive and your brats..will be there too..ah...ah.. and then we'll all get stoned.. Emiel
nah, i think sleep would be cool--like i wonder if people who die in their sleep still know their dreams, or if you can only "experience" your dream if you wake up
i think you can't remember them if you don't wake up... i wouldn't like it because it would be like i missed it... i wouldn't be conscious, i wouldn't know how it feels...
ok, but if we can't experience it unless we wake up, why do you have nightmares THAT wake us up?? yeah, it would suck that you would miss knowing what it feels like, but for me, i believe in an afterlife, so the rest of the journy would stil be new and exciting i think
but you would miss THE MOMENT... i'd really like to experience it. and about the nightmares, i think that happens because we're probably making moves... i'm pretty sure it's proved you can't remember a dream unless you wake up during the dream. i mean, have you ever had a dream that was finished? you never know the end, right?
the sites ive found say that we dream usually in the last bit of our sleep cycle, but make no mention that we need to wake up during our dream for it to be remembered--take for example night terrors, i bet if you don't wake up, you will still remember you had them
but yes, i agree...the best part of dying will be the MOMENT me, i kninda wanna hit my head real hard [but not go unconcious] and relese a bunch of endorphins and die like that under a blanket over an hour or so i don't even think that is possible, but thats how i hope it happens to me [if i am still young-ish]--or in my sleep while i am dreaming
my goal in life is to not have a hard job, and be able to make a living on music as much as possible, and to find someone to settle down with.
oo--kk Jelena so we sleep in a 90 min cycle..each cycle having 4 stages of sleep, each becoming more and more deep-then er go into REM [rapid eye movement] sleep when dreams most often occur--i think then you don't have to wake up during a dream to remember it because you could feesable have like 5 REM stages in one night--- also according to my psych proffesor, there is evidence that when we experience the dream while we sleep, that is acctually the time that we do it--so hypothetically, we could dream in our sleep, then die--but we would have experienced the dream beofre we passed this converstions was awesome--lets continue it, shall we? :H
