Summer Time Greens Travis Christensen "Somtimes felt built, citites fall. Why graze the life livings fruit?" "yes brother I agree with you" "why, when you accept and follow through"? "no , when I let go and deny two." "I think town's getting a little bigger this year. said Hogan. "yeah the grass feels ok today, I think I'll hit an 8 iron." said Bentum Bentums attitude was on an even plane today. With some subtle haste Bentum walked up to his ball but not before he had taken a look at and visualized things in his ever so hard working mind. Looking down at the ball Bentum forgot everything that was in his mind before. He actually relized that everything around him was alive and looking very good. Everything felt right but also felt numb as air. Pinching the ball perfectly Bentum walked back to his cart laughing histarically for some reason. "Hey when you gonna show me how to hit the ball like that", said Hogan Still laughing Bentum reached down and hid the chocolate bars under his seat, in the meantime not replying to Hogan. "Whatcha got there," said Hogoan. Bentum just kind of sat there mumbling to himself about how colorful and full of life everything was around him. He'd actually even forgotten that he was even in a golf cart, instead he thought he was walking in some alien way.... "Hey man I'm Fucking talking to you dude," said Hogan angrily. "Yeah? I hit a pretty good shot hey." "Never mind." "Never mind what?" "Fuck you man." "How can you be so negative right now. Do you not see the beauty that is around you? Look at that tree right over there. See how its almost alive swaying in with the wind like that." "Yeah I see that tree." "and" "And it doesn't make me fucking happy man" "Try just thinking about the tree. While focusing on the tree let the tree bring other thoughts into your mind but only let the thoughts through that are purified by the tree." "I'll never understand your weird drug talk." "If you let yourself go to it and learn from what it teaches you, it will make you stronger." Bentum all of a sudden jumped off of the cart and ran into the woods. He thought that he could almost catch the white demon running through the woods this time. Bentum, insanely laughing, climbed up the nearest tree to him to have a better lookout for the white demon. He had just remembered a quote he had once read in a book. "Once the doors of perception are cleansed man will see everthing as it truely is, infinate." Bentum just smiled and started looking closely at the bark where little ants where making their way up and down the tree probably making a nest of some kind or another. How amazing this was to him. "Do people not reckonize this anymore," Bentum asked out loud, "Why can they not see the beauty and life that is always right in front of them"?"Why don't they forget about their lives and their problems for a while and just see." Bentum came down the tree thinking about the reality he had seen other days and then compared it the the days where had eaten the enhanced chocolate bars. Bentum agreed that the knowledge he had retained throughout his hole life would be usefull and agreeing with himself. He now set off on an adventure some may say to be trecherous but none the less insane. He was on his way to a better place, a better life, and he knew something new had found him. In the morning at westview many people liked to go on long walks on the beach or maybe a party or two, but, Some people liked to golf. The people here treat golf as a religion. I mean really, people know their golf games like the back of their hands. Well, some do anyway. Bentum and Hoagon sure knew their game. Nothing felt better to them than waking up on a saterday with your head in the pines and of coarse the coarse. Even though Hogan didn't always shoot the best. They would wake up at a reasonable time and just play their great game in the grass. Bentum remembered a dream......... <They would go for a long walk and find that everything looked better and it should have cause, man if you would have seen what we did you would really not understanding unless you would have been their right in the middle of the road and have seen the red dragon itself. Chasing it would surely prove to be something to not reach for any longer and we understood that. The light would come around and see what the vibes were up to. Then leaning slightly, I mean, maybe akwardly sideways you might just smell the songs.> Waking and seeing what surrounded him, Bentum slowly opened his eyes and their was the world again. But, the world was an upside down place with bright sunlit memories and young waters running deep within. Everthing had suddenly burst to a head and turned upside down with good feelings. The music had came through and touched his heart within. True, it had been a long night,and Bentum was very tired. Studying the score of music is not easy at 6:00 am after a very amazing yesterday. I wonder how Hogan got back?. Bentum now thinking. "Wow, I pretty much ditched Hogan. But why? I could have just as well finished the round of golf with him. Why did I jumped off the golf cart and run into the woods.? Bentum relized that the substance had taken him back to the root of all things which is infact nature. He was forced to give up his game for a more important spiritual purpose. He relized that basically everthing that has to be looked at in very fine detail must be done in a secluded place where the only senses working are those that sense in fine detail. When finding the antipodes of the mind, the fantasies of dreams come into view. Few feel that these episodes should be shown to the unfortunate. The question may be asked how can this visualizer explain these things that he sees. The eden of our inner mind cannot merely be explained by words. The great land scapes that are seen by the visionary completely disagree with everything that surrounds him . What this basically means is that halucinations cannot be explained in words. The earth is such a different place to some that it is alien annd sometimes so much angelic information comes through that it all cannot be understood. This is where the mad come in to view. For we are all mad to some degree. Bentum had had a long day. His day was filled with much understanding. To his regret though there was still this strong feeling of unsatisfied jealousy of the gods. This day Bentum had seen such great heavens. Looked upon the jeweled flowers of Buddha. He had focused on the blue lotus that Ezekiel himself had looked upon. Many things had come and gone through Bentums mind leaving it tired but wiser. He was ready for a good nights sleep.