I Have Sinned Against The Bud!

I gave up smoking weed while pregnant and after the birth, i had too much responibility to get mashed day in, day out. So, i became a week-end puffer and cut down loads. So, this month after almost a year of not puffing, i scored some skunk. It was fab getting mashed again, and bonging it up all week.
But, ive started to get slack, lifeless , paranoid and munching out all night so ive just thrown my stash out! There was about an 8th left of fat buds. I poured B-B-Q sauce all over it so i can't get it out of the bin later! lolol. I feel i wasted it, but i can't have it around me as it's too tempting! I funtion in daily life better without and i have more get-up-and-go.Im sure i'll be crying later when ive straightened up a bit! lololol

 

x

 

I applaud you for quitting during pregnancy. Good luck.

 

i have feltthat way before, but i gave a quarter of some middies to a friend.

 

just throw it on the grill

 

Oh my god... I'm in such a drought... that story just made me cry. WHY GOD WHY?!?!


But on a more serious note.... I can feel ya. My cousin bought me a pack of cigarettes one weekend and i probly smoked 8 in one night so 2 days later I was like fuck these dudes i'm not getting addicted to some lame drug. However I'm not really sure how it was so addicting to smoke weed that you had to throw it out. Usually I can control the urge to smoke reefah.

 

you shud have at least sold it or soemthing. it sometimes helps to move the problem to someone else than to throw it away and be responsible for its waste.

anyway, unlike money, weed grows on trees. i dunno if this is a good thing, since you need money to get weed, but there msut be some sense behind it

 

I kinda know how you feel. Sometimes, i have to be sober to do things. Like I love playing bass high, but I turn slow sometimes. It's a bitch if I'm jam with some friends and I can't get things going. I found that if I keep it down to twice a week, I can do pretty good. It's a perfect balance because I don't spend alot of money and my tolerance is down. At the begining(sp) of summer, I bought a 1/4th of crip, and I'm down to an 8th now. Some of my friends who smoke like a 8th a week can't even comprehend how long I can stretch a stash so long. You really ought to try it, just smoking like a bowl monday, and a bowl thursday or friday. It's been working good for me.

 

haha no it doesnt man! it grows out of the ground

 

You know, i promised i'd only smoke weed at the week-end, but it just wasn't happening. I can resist everything............except temptation! (Mr. O. Wilde)
I had my stash in the freezer (Keeps it fresh). Everytime i opened it to get something out, i could smell those sweet buds, and before i knew it i had wrapped one up! lol. It had to go, i love getting my brain fried, but i think i'll wait a few more years until ive finished my screenplay and got my act together. Skunk just slows me down to a snails pace.

 

atleast your thinking about your future, most stoners cant resist the temptation and throw their lives away to smoke. good job

 

That's cool coming from a 16 year old. Wish i had so much sense at your age.

 

i would have thought yud write your screenplay -while- high. i always come up with lots of ideas when high. theyre sometiems wierd, but othertimes theyre actualyl realyl good, noticing thigns that i wudnt have sober. I feel i can write heaps flowingly, and when sober i read it an think 'wow that grammar actually does work now that i read it'.

anywho thats jsut me.. and lots of other artists of course, but each to his or her own.

i dont like the idea of jsut sitting around when high, i like doing thigns. but its sometimes hard i agree.. mainly with indica strains tho.

 

Bill, you crack me up babes! When your NOT stoned, look back at your last post and check out your spelling mistakes! lolol. That's why i can't write when im stoned! lolol.
I do try and get up and do stuff, but the skunk i get is so strong, it's like im wearing lead boots! lolol.

 

oh yer spelling of mine sucks but the words are still there and thats waht counts. i think i was jsut very tired when writing that anyway, my spelling is normally atrocious

 

Awwww hun, i wasn't trying to be mean. My spelling at your aged sucked big time!. It was only when i became an adult and learnt how to use my spell check that it improved! ROFL!

 

i think its more that my care rating is 0 lol. i personally dont see the big deal about spelling in writtne conversation. i kood rite fernetikolly and it shoodent may-k a difference...
well yeah maube that wud be confusing...

 

i say good for u that's real dedication amn ur a great person

 

i totally feel ya, if i have it i totally have to smoek it whenever i find the chance-i think thats called a pot head(haha). But seriously next time atleast give it to a friend!

 

but typin is not one of your strong points when high-whos is?