all of my grandparents died before i was born. my parents never really mention them. The other night i dreamt i was trying to talk to my grandma. she was a young woman in the dream.there is a picture of her in her 20's in my parents room & thats the only picture i have ever seenof her. anyways, i was asking her all these questions and trying to talk to her, but she wouldnt answer me. i was starting to get worked up & wondering why she wasnt talking to me. I kept trying to talk to her, and she started writing on a notepad and handed it to me. we had a conversation this way, with me talking to her and her writing. i dont remember exactly what we were talking about. it was just really strange. the next morning i told my mother about it and all she said was that life is fucking crazy. then she told me that her mom had died of throat cancer and had one of those holes in her throat. she couldnt speak, so the last 6 months of her life she communicated by writing on a notepad. she was an old woman when she died, but in the dream she was young. this dream CREEPED ME THE FUCK OUT!!! my mother too because she never told me anything about her moms death. what does this mean?
This could be a stab in the dark...maybe it would be worth researching the life of your grandmother. Maybe there is something in her life that went awry at the age she was in your dream that she wanted to communicate to you, so that you wouldn't make the same mistake...or so that you could get to know her better. Just because you didn't get to meet her before she died doesn't mean she still doesn't want to get to know you.
PeRmA-fRiEd the meaning is what you make of it ... simple. You are your own deepest source always. Yes life is mysterious. But so are you. And now and then you love to tap into your own wonder and remember that you are not really limited. Sometimes we indeed think the tip of the nose is the end of the world. So now, maybe your grandmother just came to help you see a little bit further. She reflects the need to communicate with your own higher sources, and express who you truly are. Sometimes this is by just listening. No need for goose pimples ...
