the predescending dawn so epic in its confinement darkenss my comfort blanket to cover the sins of my soul all my words edged with bitterness happiness shadowed by doubt watching with my eyes closed feeling with a heavy heart the deepness of you my twin soul, kindred spirit so strong but torn down not yet broken but eclipsed in the downward spiral reminded each day of a painful past guided into a bitter refuge being shown the future but having no patience to wait so ironic in its complexity that above is laughing in amusement the struggles of mankind of my own