"I want to go home" and is my house haunted?

Ever since I was really really small, as long as I can remember, this phrase has been in my head. And it always sounds the same, the way I think it, if that makes sense.

I think I feel it most often when I'm sad or feel lonely, and I've always felt it's had signifigance but I've never felt the need to ask or write about it because it was such a part of who I am I always just felt it was there, and that was that.

But I'm curious partly if anyone else has had a thought that doesn't seem to have anything to do with their present life or who they are or where they are, but it's there just the same. For me it's, "I want to go home".

I don't know if "Home" is a place, or a feeling or something else entirely. I know it has nothing to do with where home is now, or my home when I was small. I do feel it may be connected to my mother, the womb? I don't know. I'm not suicidel whatsoever, so it's not a wish I was dead thing.

Past life, another galaxy? Maybe I'm not even supposed to be on earth

And while I'm here, I was just typing this and I swore someone was staring at me. It scared me so bad I started crying. It's the second time it's happened in this house, my uncle lived here before he died, but other than this and the occasional smell of cigarettes there hasn't been any indication it's haunted... well.. yeah I suppose, right after he died (in a car accident) we seen car headlights heading up this hill and disappear. Harmless I suppose, but I don't know why my uncles presence would scare me so bad..

Anyways, I would love advice about what the inner need to "go home" is about.

thanks, mandy

 

Advaya, maybe it helps if you sit with your uncle and just love him, and listen.

He too wants to go home.

Home is where you open yourself to the unknown realms of the soul. It is inside you, and it is inside all the others around.

Much love

 

Someone said about Bill Hicks(a brilliant hilarious hip comedian)after his passing, that the Lord was calling him home and he had put up with enough suffering and gave a lot to the world. This, along with other things, made me think...maybe it is a human-like desire that brings us to this earth instead of God's loving heavenly kingdom. Unfinished business perhaps...Home is yours for the taking if your willing to take the steps to it and listen to the voice inside of you. Risks and leaps of faith included...

Another good concept of home I once read, was that it is where we belong on this Earth. Our destiny, no matter how small... If it is sitting on your porch instead of reading inside, it might feel a whole world better. Destiny is funny that way, and always there, no matter how small or large. It is where you feel right and okay with yourself, but its you who has to take you there. This might explain why you think this phrase most when your lonely or sad, cuz you took a wrong turn and you shouldnt have to feel that way. Love - Scarlit

P.s- I think it is a perfectly good and normal sign to feel like your not supposed to be on Earth ;P

 

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Hi Advaya

The connections seem to be more inside your aura and energy field than outside. So from here this does not appear a haunting or your uncle trying to reach out to you. What comes up in your aura and energy field is three spots looking more like a psychic ink blot so to speak.

first spot shows an idential twin in your previous life. You both seem to be hiding in a small space and are talking about going home when this war is over. You both appear about age 13 or 14. These would have been intense years for you this life time emotionally. What happened was he died in your arms from a bullet wound as you were crying and talking about going home. You will most likely have a slight image of a scar on your left forearm.

The second spot shows you as a small child being dropped off at an orphanage. Your family unable to care for you and seeing no other choice. You appear oriental in nature so different cultures will draw you into dreaming you would like to go to some places around the world and already feel like they would be home to you. Japan is one. Your childhood was tramatic and you often hid in your poetry and day dreaming of going home and being welcomed and wanted.

The third spot appears you are dressed in a nuns robes and in seclusion. You have given your life to the church and find the very marriage of your physical and spiritual life are at war with each other. You never intended to fall in love with a soldier and yet you are as drawn to him as you are to the religious life you vowed to serve. In this place your headaches and eyes often frustrate you because your sense of self and consentration is unfocused.

This is just an over view. But in each place and circumstances you are not alone and often wanting just to go home and have a simple uncomplicated life. You want love and romance and you want to be whole and one within yourself. The next life after this one although only in blue print form in the psychic awareness and internal being is to re group with your twim and find the peace, closure and the keeping of the promise you made to get you both home.

In the words, and desire to go home there is no time, and circumstances are but illusions we draw the opportunites we learn from within ourself. Home is always inside you and knowing you is finding you are home in all these places within you.

 

i have the same exact phrase.... all the time.. im trying to find out what it means as well. a part of me thinks it means im a spirit trapped in a body, and i dont like this rough world! i get this phrase really strong all the time! 'Once more, Go home, '

i think its reffering to a spriritual perspective on life.. to follow my heart and nothing esle..that will lead me back to a place where i feel like im at home. at home in the world, as a living creature with spirit sense leading me. it's quite a spsitual thing. i feel.