I know this is stupid

Discussion in 'True Confessions' started by Earthy Mama, Nov 1, 2005.

  1. Earthy Mama

    Earthy Mama Feel my wrath... ;)

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    but I feel like the loniest person in the world. Today is my birthday. Not many people remembered and I don't really have friends anyway. I'm beginning to see why I feel the way I do about people and being close to them. Maybe life will be better tomorrow. I probably am just over emotional and over worked. No need to reply if you don't want. Sympathy is not something I want or am looking for. Just a place to vent and write it down. Is it weird that I feel better when people actually SEE I feel this way rather than store it in my own personal vault of thoughts for myself?
     
  2. ashbury1500haight

    ashbury1500haight Member

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    thats not cool that people didnt remeber your birthday ( happy birthday btw lol) but dont get your panties all in a bunch. Friends are nice but in the end all you need is yourself, and mabey a joint.
     
  3. Earthy Mama

    Earthy Mama Feel my wrath... ;)

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    lol. Its not so much that anyone forgot as much as what was actually said to me today. Its more so a family problem I'm having that I wish wasn't being dealt with on the one day a year I'd hope my family would give me some slack and let me relax.
    thank you guys though for the happy bdays :)




     
  4. Green

    Green Iconoclastic

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    Forget yourself, take the joint.
     
  5. white ginger

    white ginger Senior Member

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    a belated happy birthday to you babe! *hugs*
    I hear that you're feeling lonely
     
  6. Insomniac_devi

    Insomniac_devi Beast Toast

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    [​IMG] Happy late birthday *hug*
     
  7. nitemarehippygirl

    nitemarehippygirl Senior Member

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    love & a late happy bday to you, earthy mama.



    :D


    sophia
     
  8. mellow

    mellow Eased

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    happy belated birthday!

    I'll be your friend :D
     
  9. hippychickmommy

    hippychickmommy Sugar and Spice

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    I'm sorry that you had such a crummy birthday. :(

    Here's wishing you a happy belated one though.

    Hugs...
     
  10. Raving Sultan

    Raving Sultan Banned

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    my birthday is coming up real soon so i know how you feel. i dont care about presents but i would love a girl popping out of a cake...
     
  11. IronGoth

    IronGoth Newbie

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    RE: but I feel like the loniest person in the world. Today is my birthday. Not many people remembered and I don't really have friends anyway

    Get over it.

    Your birthday is just another day. You're a year older. Wheeee.

    If you hate not having friends, go make some. But you don't cause you really don't want any, otherwise you'd have em.
     
  12. Raving Sultan

    Raving Sultan Banned

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    Don't be mean, its her fricking birthday, go bother the stoner forum people or something.
     
  13. mellow

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    nooooo don't give him idea's...
     
  14. Earthy Mama

    Earthy Mama Feel my wrath... ;)

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    why are u such an asshole all the time? Seriously, if u read the rest you'd see I said it really had nothing to do with the fact that I don't have friends, that I choose. I said it is family issues. You want to know what I got for my birthday dick? Beat up and screamed at all day... so go away and rant your bullshit elsewhere. If I want to write stupid stuff to take my feelings out and not kill them I will. I don't know maybe I'm just being overly sensitive but that pushed my buttons. When I want to rant just let me rant... if I feel like shit I want to say it and not be bullied into feeling even more bad. I am going through some MAJOR life changing right now and I am scared to death. Sometimes people just want to freak out. This is the only place I feel like I can. I have to be responsible and mature for so much more and doing that(cry, scream, rant) in real life just isn't an option.

    But thank you to those who wished me a happy birthday, I appreciate it.
     
  15. M2D

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    sorry this was so late

    but happy birthday :)

    feel better!
     
  16. HippyFreek2004

    HippyFreek2004 changed screen name

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    You know, IronGoth, the more I read your posts, the more I believe that you are literally the most heartless prick on the planet....

    And Earthy, you'll get through this...The universe doesn't put more on us than we can handle. You're a strong cookie....Happy Late Birthday....Need to talk or something, pm me :D

    *belly rubs*
     
  17. AshtonsMom

    AshtonsMom Banned

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    Sorry to hear that, that always sucks, you know? I had no one call me on my birthday last year, so I completely understand. It doesn't mean nobody cares about you, it just means that everyone is crazy; at least, that's the way I try to look at it.
     
  18. grimjivey

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    Earthy Mama, If you can forgive me for my Wal-mart rant in "fashion and crafts", I'd love to be your friend! :) :) :)

    "f*ck birthdays, but kiss them first"
    :p
     
  19. grimjivey

    grimjivey Hip Forums Supporter HipForums Supporter

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    Maybe not heartless, but I'd definatly say angry at the world.

    Chill out IronGoth.:confused: (I may not be able to beat you up, but I bet i can out run you ;) )
     
  20. deep_poet86

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    Sounds like how I think...Right now I really am lonely because I spend so much time alone. I just need a few good friends to listen to my music with and talk with...Venting is always good, I don't like keeping stuff in. I've done it, and man oh man...I had a long depression from that.
     

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