but I feel like the loniest person in the world. Today is my birthday. Not many people remembered and I don't really have friends anyway. I'm beginning to see why I feel the way I do about people and being close to them. Maybe life will be better tomorrow. I probably am just over emotional and over worked. No need to reply if you don't want. Sympathy is not something I want or am looking for. Just a place to vent and write it down. Is it weird that I feel better when people actually SEE I feel this way rather than store it in my own personal vault of thoughts for myself?
thats not cool that people didnt remeber your birthday ( happy birthday btw lol) but dont get your panties all in a bunch. Friends are nice but in the end all you need is yourself, and mabey a joint.
lol. Its not so much that anyone forgot as much as what was actually said to me today. Its more so a family problem I'm having that I wish wasn't being dealt with on the one day a year I'd hope my family would give me some slack and let me relax. thank you guys though for the happy bdays
I'm sorry that you had such a crummy birthday. Here's wishing you a happy belated one though. Hugs...
my birthday is coming up real soon so i know how you feel. i dont care about presents but i would love a girl popping out of a cake...
RE: but I feel like the loniest person in the world. Today is my birthday. Not many people remembered and I don't really have friends anyway Get over it. Your birthday is just another day. You're a year older. Wheeee. If you hate not having friends, go make some. But you don't cause you really don't want any, otherwise you'd have em.
why are u such an asshole all the time? Seriously, if u read the rest you'd see I said it really had nothing to do with the fact that I don't have friends, that I choose. I said it is family issues. You want to know what I got for my birthday dick? Beat up and screamed at all day... so go away and rant your bullshit elsewhere. If I want to write stupid stuff to take my feelings out and not kill them I will. I don't know maybe I'm just being overly sensitive but that pushed my buttons. When I want to rant just let me rant... if I feel like shit I want to say it and not be bullied into feeling even more bad. I am going through some MAJOR life changing right now and I am scared to death. Sometimes people just want to freak out. This is the only place I feel like I can. I have to be responsible and mature for so much more and doing that(cry, scream, rant) in real life just isn't an option. But thank you to those who wished me a happy birthday, I appreciate it.
You know, IronGoth, the more I read your posts, the more I believe that you are literally the most heartless prick on the planet.... And Earthy, you'll get through this...The universe doesn't put more on us than we can handle. You're a strong cookie....Happy Late Birthday....Need to talk or something, pm me *belly rubs*
Sorry to hear that, that always sucks, you know? I had no one call me on my birthday last year, so I completely understand. It doesn't mean nobody cares about you, it just means that everyone is crazy; at least, that's the way I try to look at it.
Earthy Mama, If you can forgive me for my Wal-mart rant in "fashion and crafts", I'd love to be your friend! "f*ck birthdays, but kiss them first"
Maybe not heartless, but I'd definatly say angry at the world. Chill out IronGoth. (I may not be able to beat you up, but I bet i can out run you )
Sounds like how I think...Right now I really am lonely because I spend so much time alone. I just need a few good friends to listen to my music with and talk with...Venting is always good, I don't like keeping stuff in. I've done it, and man oh man...I had a long depression from that.
