Stop smoking--mental clearity

Don't get me wrong, I LOVE TO GET HIGH and there is no better way or safer way than to smoke a bowl.

If I go two days or more without smoking a bowl my mind is soo clear. What do I mean by this? When I smoke weed the next day I hvae mental blocks and I can't think as straight, I'm still peranoid and my self-esteem is low. I feel bad about myself and sometimes depressed. I feel like I can't carry on a conversation or people are out to get me.
When I go two or more days without smoking weed all of this dissapears and I feel great about myself; my self-esteem is higher, I can think straight, I even talk to people I don't normally talk to. I hvae no other desire to do bigger and harder drugs. I am high on life.

Because of my philosophies I have agreed with myself to only smoke on the weekends-like that will happen- I know that when I go to my dads house tonight, I will spark a spliff but then again I may not. Have I quit smoking weed? I do no know and cannot answer. I don't know where I'm going with this thread, I shall see where it takes me.

I do not think I can call myself sobar until a month of being sobar has passed. So far it has only been three and a half days.

 

Well, aside from cutting back to weekends, which really isn't a bad thing, just focus on being more comfortable and social when you're stoned, maybe you can change how you are when you're high if you focus on it. Just my thoughts tho, good luck.

 

You gotta do what you gotta do. Good luck with it.

Weed seems to have the opposite affect on my mental clarity. I have ADHD and weed just seems to comletely eliminate the symptoms. It's been over a week since I smoked and I'm starting to get kinda shot-out mentally. I can't seem to think straight and am having a very hard time concentrating. It fucking sucks. There's no telling when I'll be able to smoke again, but it's gonna be wonderful.

 

yea, weed does the opposite. Even when burnt out, my mind is very clear and words just flow. Also, I find mysef talking to more people while high and even after im high. Its very refreshing.

 

After i stop smoking for a little while i start feeling psychic. "Where are my keys, wait, they're in my pocket, OH MY GOD HOW DID I KNOW THAT?!"

 

I've been a little weird lately. I usually smoke four times a day or more, if I have the time. I start every day off with a wake and bake. I think I've been to school not high for four or five days since the beginning of the year.

The thing that I really can't stand... I smoke too damn much and I know it. Sometimes I'll be like "I should stop for a few days" but it just doesn't work because all the people I hang out with now, except for two, smoke. That or if I'm at home chilling and playing guitar or something and I get a phone call and someone is like "I'm getting some bud"... That and I can't smoke middies anymore. I'll get a head rush and a little body buzz, but most people only smoke two or three bowls before they're done for. My main problem is that I feel like I've been to way too many parties lately. I could have sworn that we smoked five blunts in about two hours, last saturday. The night before that, same house, same thing. I also was bored and ended up making hash last night. It's like there's nothing better to do anymore.

 

^^^there's NOT anything better to do.

 

How do you all manage to smoke everyday? I buy 1oz at a time and smoke the lot all day everyday and its gone in 4 days. But, by the third day I find the highs are not as intense and it takes A LOT for me to get wasted. I seem to build up a tolerence very quickly which is shit. If I smoked everyday I wouldnt feel much of a high after the week had passed. I tend to smoke an ounce straight off then have to leave it for a couple of weeks before i smoke again because I just dont get high otherwise.

 

when i smoke before school, i am really lazy in school and dont do much. which is probably why im flunking classes because im lazy neways to begin with. and i dont think my mind is clearer, i just think a lot about everything. when im sober my mind is clearer by far. and when im stoned i talk to people easier and after i smoke like your in that chill stage i can talk to people easier. they one thing i hate about smokeing before school is walking down the fucking stairs. my legs feel like jello haha... i think im getting off subject but idk haha peace~

 

it's all about your mood..and the setting.
if you think possitive before you smoke you wont have problems.like low self esteem,and depression
make sure your on a good enviroment,were you wont have worries about getting caught.stay in a place for 2-4 hours before confronting your parents.

 

i've been through that phase, just cut back for a bit, and in time it will go away.

 

Yeah, i always thought it was just a joke when stoners on tv would talk about how they misplace their keys and crap all the time, but since ive started smoking, ive found myself losing all sorts of little shit all the time.

 

funny how people will smoke weed if it makes them depressed, antisocial, lower self esteem, mind blocks (in the case of people who want that extra clarity) and alld that..

 

Actually theres a number of safer methods to get high (off weed i mean) then to smoke a bowl... smoking of the bowl is one of the more harmful ways to consume cannabis

 

How do you rate which is safer? I would guess blunts are the worst way?

 

the least smoke you have to inhale is the best. thats why vaporizors are the best I guess. Joints probably the worst, though i heard the constant flick of a lighter on a bowl is also bad for your