it's always disguisting that first handshake trying to keep it down with a coated throat i said goodbye cherry flavored nonsense cheery as i fly straight into the heart of emptiness he crept up behind me silently, yet with a kind childish smile what a suprise it was when he came into my mind is this my body? or is it my soul im disconnected, or i dont know laying in the dew-kissed grass deep breaths the cool night air is calming let go i see myself from another's eyes and i just want to fly dancing with dexter he showed me myself and i didnt want to ever come back down i feel detached from the person slightly just in front of me it's me but i cant tell if it used to be im different now cause i can see clearly wandering without a trail through the fields, in search of truth will i find it in the night or will it wait for another time? climbing branches another life awaits but for now ill be right here just... be im watching cycles birth, death, reproduction its all a part of me but sometimes i forget just who i am stretch, much better releasing tension, breathing deep a birds eye view of a summer sanctuary in the shade just a chemical reverie of a romance that exists between me, and a molecule of psychoactive significance. theres more at whythewho.cjb.net, way too much to post
i love it... its really compelling... and reminds me of my drug trips... i cant do them anymore becuase they started to get so distracting...Its a nice place to live for a hwile though....
thanks alot. actually, i get where you're coming from. i started using drugs just to escape and it gradually evolved into a spiritual experience. now i feel that its about time for me to move on and get what i want without the chemical handicap, but i still love it.
