ok so i me and another girl (which i thought akward since im not a lesbian) were running hand in hand through the woods. The moon was full. Everyonce in a while we would slow down and start kissing and touching but then we would start running again just as things were about to explode. So finally we run to a clearing. its my house and there is a lovely garden in the back of the house. so we lie in the grass and i begin to make love to her in any way i can. then i hear a noise. i tell her to run through the side gate and my mom is comes out of the house screaming who is that girl! i hate her she isnt supposed to be here! then all of a sudden the girl opening the gate turns into my sister and she runs through the house to the front door and tells my mom that no one was out there just her playing in the front yard. i then see my mysterious lover hidden in the bushes of my garden still. At this point in the dream i woke up for just a moment glanced at the clock and fell into another dream. this one i dont quiet remember but i know i was having sex with alot of people that i dont know but i recognized all their faces. in this dream everyone i had sex with was a male in this dream btw.
Wish i had dreams like yours. Jus sounds like your subconscious sorting out all the sexual things to me. Lucky cow. You get steamy back garden sex and i get knife-holding children. Jus not fair.
I think that some psychologist would say that you are trying to find yourself, that that lover was your inner self, not neceassarily having anything to do with sex, but rather an exploration of the receptive femine principle. It could be that you will soon ascribe to a different world view, one that is at odss with your mother's (or family's) view. In this instance you may start to delve into the Moon-Goddess belief system instead of Christianity, for example. Since you already know that you are not a lesbian then it probably means that you are trying to be more feminine, more receptive, more feeling, more intuitive, more sensitive.
aha you called me a cow! it made me giggle and thanks White Feather what you said made sense...you seem very knowledgable (somehow i know i spelt that wrong ) i dont know if it changes anything but although i know im not a lesbbian i am sexually explorative and open to different and new things.
its nice isnt it? sometimes i just wake up with a smile on my face and think ahh if only dreams came true lol
