i am trying to eat nearly nothing and mother- i don't give a shit anymore- i've been cutting myself again that felt okay.
Let me tell you some things, as a person who went through a lot of a lot.. It ain't doing nobody any good to hurt yourself,if you're trying to make someone care about you,it will only work for awhile.Then they'll get sick of it..Especially if you threaten suicide..I've lost some good friends who just got sick of my lame threats. I said it to see if they cared..And I wanted to die too. As about starving yourself..Just try to accept yourself for who you are.If you don't love yourself,aint no one gonna love you,child..Plus,it don't matter if you dont give a shit as you said..You are gonna die if you don't eat nothing.For me,I cant stand the feeling of hunger..Also,it is selfiish.Here you are with shelter and luxuries,as the internet,and food..And some people on this earth don't have even food to fill their stomachs..Or shelter even. Let me tell you about the laws of attraction.Ok, what you give out you get back.As simple as that.Now, if you harm yourself like cutting yourself or starving yourself..You are just gonna attract negative things to happen in your life,harming others is wrong..And so is harming your self.. Everything you have in your life,you are vibrating those things..Which means you want everything you have and happening to you. If you don't want it,it wont be there,it's simple as that..Peoples make it complicated. So whatever sucky suck business you have goin' down, (and I'm sure it is truly sucky)will pass,I don't think any good reason is good 'nuff to kill yourself..(starving yourself is a form of suicide.) Try to think good thoughts..Be positive about things,laugh,have fun,do good things you like to do,and if you be as positive as you can your life no matter how bad will be better.. It is the power of thoughts.. I dont know why people make it out so complicated..
well if you get more depressed and [hypothetically] want to kill yourself, make sure to take the opportunity to die in a cool way. of course i would recomend not killing youself, something i have considered many times in my teenage years, as the next day is often easier. medication can also be good.