Whenever I hang out with someone I have a tendency to examine their actions to see if they are smarter than me, thinking faster. If they are, I have this odd feeling that I have to be their guardian, and watch over them whenever I'm near. It's really weird
Now I know why you have 0 posts.. When I first read it, I can understand what you sayin'. Then I completely lose balance and fall head first down a cliff in a pit of endless blackness. Or, the moon and sun swish past my head and I end up not having a single clue what had just happen,what year it was,day,time or who I was or been doing. If you are serious, I am gonna try to make a response back.. Lets see.. I understand by you saying you have a tendency to watch what they're saying,to see if it's fast thinking,and smarter than you and what-not.. But I dont get that you feel like you have to be their guardian whenever they're near. Maybe it's because you feel that you both have something in common,and they are like you in that respect, when not many are;and you wanna keep watching to see if it'll happen again. Maybe it's like a weird googly mental feeling that is indescribeable. I kind of have one too then. When someone is talking,and they are saying the exact same thing I'm thinking, they are explaining something the exact way I feel it should be explained..They explain it with divine clarity,I kind of get a weird sense kind of like googly and fuzzy and happy,excitement.. But it is not a physical feeling..It's kind of like a sense..It's as if my tongue were jumping up and down..But it's not.. I get thrilled inside,like I'm going down a roller-coaster. Now,that is weird as well..
