finally, someone who thinks like I do

Someone who's sees cutting as something beautiful, and not something to be afraid of. Someone who rejoices in death instead of turning away from it in revulsion.....someone who is enthralled by the sight of their own life's blood flowing from them freely.....

*blush* sorry, it seems I am smitten....

 

in my opinion....life is so wonderful that I'd rather wait to die naturally....I think that kind of death would be beautiful.

 

that is fucked up.

 

I know! But I don't care =)

 

It's not so fucked up.

I don't see it as something beautiful, but it's not something that's horrid and disgusting, or bad in any way. It's just a part of life, physical pain drowns out emotional pain, and makes your body pump out adrenaline and seratonin, among other chemicals, which will make you feel better.

 

Something that is fucked up to you can be pure art to someone else. Think about the people who use hooks through their skin to suspend themselves in mid-air? I think that's a lot more twisted.

Cutting I think is a stupid idea, but beautiful at the same time. I'm not sure why.

 

i think its a personal choice. i always used to think it was really stupid but now i just see it as the easiest way to feel better when im going mental. but i dont have any bollocks as in i wouldnt dare or i dunno i just dont think i cud cut myself deeply just getting blood makes me feel better, my friend had to go to hospital cos she made this massive gaping wound on her leg which i think is a bit scary but i know as much as i sometimes want to i really dont think i cud actually kill myself so ... fuck it i dont know. i just dont see whats that wrong in it really its not hurting anyone else and its making me feel better.

 

What if you are so drunk that you dont feel pain, so you cut yourself so deeply that you kill yourself?

 

I agree

insomniac, your a moron. i got over the whole cutting thing when i was like 13. in fact, i probably said the same shit you just did. now it just sounds stupid to me.

 

I was expecting this kinda topic from a 13 year old... Not someone who's 19... Eh... You drug fucked? Haha.

 

You know...it's sad that all of you put me down for what I believe is beautiful and lovely. Oh well, that's your problem I guess....I have finally found what I'm looking for, and nothing's going to change my mind.

 

We were just questioning your logic...

 

go drink some bleach and see how beautiful death can feel

 

if this is a good thing why is it in true confessions?

cutting is the same as drinking, shooting up heroine, doing lines of coke, any self destructive behaviour, it's something to make you feel jazzed by destroying yourself, it's not beautiful, it's a disorder, just like any addiction

obsessions with death are an extension of same.....

 

For some people cutting is the only way to deal with the horrible shit in their past. Its pretty normal. But its not beautiful. And eventually insomniac, you have to wake up and move on. You haven't found what you are looking for. You are 19, you don't know shit about life. I'm 21, neither do I.