me and this girl that i knew from school have recently been hanging out and talking alot. and fucking alot. but we tell people that we arent together. they didnt think that we fucked at all. until last night. so we were thinking that we should sit down and decide what to do today cause we will be all ... unfucked up. im just posting this for some comments.? so last night i went out with gretchen even though i told nate i was gonna go to his house and chill and jam ... my sister came along, and i really didnt want her too. cause when ever she gets drunk or high she's all over guys... all of them except me. and so when we went to mikes house... she was all over people. and eventually i took her home because they asked me too. i was pissed cause i was just trying to get drunk or high. or whatever. all i drank was two shots of some rum and one bowlhit. thats it. so i was pissed i took her home at 930 and yelled at her she wouldnt get outta gretchens car so gretchen started walking back and told me to get her out of her car. so i did eventually and drove back ... looking for gretchen. and i drove around all the streets i thought she might be on. and didnt see her. so i went back to mikes and he came to help find her. we didnt and went back to his house and gretchen comes out all pissed, because at this time my sister was back all over this one kids nuts. and she was pissed that i drove passed her. she said she was in the middle of the road. ?? i would have seen her. i wouldve. i wouldnt drive past her in her own car. but any way. i was pretty pissed off. brett (this guy who i met and ate mescaline with the first night i knew him. and has been in jail an dis going to jail cause he had some E... anyway) was like dude whats going on. and was like you need to come with me we're going to get gretchen so we went and got her. and i smoked some cigarettes. i never smoke cigarettes. it was nice though. then brett handed me a pint or whatever of vodka and i drank all of it and ate a aderol ? i think it was that. it made me all calm down and depressed i thought everything was really gonna fuck up at any point. and i tried to talk to gretchen. she was really pissed at my sis more than me. and so was i . my sister had told this guy that we werent going out we were just fucking. so all of gretchens friends (all the people at this house) thought/ think she is a slut. that she just fucks random guys. she doesnt. so we sat down and talked about it what we should do . i dont remember what our conclusion was . i recall saying that i dont wanna talk about it anymroe cause i couldnt say what i wanted to or make any sense. it was just all fucked up cause my sister was ruining the vibe. it was feelign like a good night until my sis started getting drunk. i threw her outta the car. she cried i gave gretchen a hug and she smiled for the first time that night. then she went in side. i went home and slept. and i thought that she never wanted to see me again that i never would be able to be near her. - so what im thinking is that we tell everyone we are together. and we never let my sis come with me anywhere. like that. i think that it was a fucked up night. .. fucked up. even without the vodka or aderol... also fucked up cause after i drank and was chilling on the couch i had to listen to thte fucking stupid shitty ICP shit. yes its shitty.
Sounds like you got a bit of a problem mate. To be honest, taking sisters with you places will always ruin things, so word of advice, just don't take her with you. As for you and this girl your seeing, if you two don't want people to know then thats fine but you still shouldn't care what people think of both of you. As far as being called a slut is concerned, if you two both denyed sleeping together then surely they have no reason to say it? But my advice is, you two like spending time together and if you sleep with each other then you obviously at least fancy each other. So it makes you think, is the reason you are not telling anyone is because you both don't want a serious relationship, or a title above your names? Thing is, once its out in the open then you should be fine after everything settled down because theres no stree on your shoulders. At the end of the day its up to you two, but best of luck anywayz.
yeah. we discussed this shit. and im going to africa in a week and ahalf. so we are unsure what to do until i get back. i mean ... what if im different. and we did say fuck them. but thanks for the advice. and the way you wrote it was nice.
Well maybe you should just leave it for now, and then when you go away then it gives you time to think it over for a while, decide what to do etc. Theres no harm in doing that as you have time to sort your mind out and both of you can have some space for a while. If not then i think its best you sort it out before you go because otherwise when you come back things could become very ackward. Have a nice holiday away, enjoy yourself, and just relax, and then while your feeling relaxed you have plenty of time to think things through; which is always the best way.
