BEcause knowing that other people know your story can make life easier to carry

I think while i was thinking that i found out the source of all my action and decisions well i don't know everything but i think i'm closer then ever to at least one part of me. I belive that i've been testeting everyone for one reason or another i wanted to push everyone away from me i wanted to do everything needed to shun people away. ANd at that i have sort of succeded i've done everything needed to keep people who might of cared for me away.

I don't know why but i guess my mind wanted to put my in the situation that probably everybody that might ever love my or even care for me i now have the wrongdoings to push them away.

It the only explanation i can really make for everything i've done, but i know it a lot deeper probably has something to do with i don't know and i'm at the point where i can't talk about most of these things with a pychologist without being reported to the police, sry for not proof-reading school and all

 

perhaps you should check yourself into an insane asylum......




seriously SKIP! You ban people on the mj forums for what they say and you havnt noticed this guys previous posts?????

 

I'm probably just responding to this becuse i'm really bored, and i've heard this many times before but i do not know what you're talking about is their anything incriminating on this thread. I mean what i say doen't hurt anybody it probably helps people. What i say isn't the future it's the present and since i post it already the past. How could i be offending anyone becuse i'm writing about the past and not insulting anybody or personally attacking anybody. sure i'm blowing this one comment out of proportions but it more of a question to the bunch of others who want me banded, but i find most don't really care what i say they just ignore me which is fine too, what i like to say "whatever tickles your pickle"

 

arent you like 12...how many of these bs threads are you going to make..
you act like your some serial killer when you are just a little kid bored at home and gets your ideas from tv and then decideds to post them on a site..
if you want to continue this saga then so be it...but im sure CSI will be going off the air soon so dont know where you'll get your stories then...

 

Not to mention theres po-po on here every now and then just to check what people say, mainly in the drug forums, but if they manage to find your posts about your "homocidal fantasys" then you might be in a pickle.

 

hey man what sort of thing has happened that a psychologist (who is entitled to keep things private) would report you to the police? I think you're safe

 

The only things that a pyschologist has to report is if the patient is serious about suicide or killing other people, i belive those to the police. If their is abuse to the elderly or the abuse of children if a minor the give maybe 3-2 years younger sliding room then they have to file a report to child services (it might be a diferent orginization) who then will investigate the situation. But yeah other then those the can't say anything to anyone