i ussually have thi dream where im running away from.... "something" everything is like... nothing but tubes.... and one color... a ugly red rusty color... damn im making no sence... im high......
maybe, all my friends think theres something wrong with me..... i really think its because ov all the "shit" i do..... i stoped using cocaine.... because its kinda obvious that im "malnurished" i think my blood and lungs are fucked up...... and i would go get a check up.... but im sacred... what if theres really something wrong w/me......
Don't be scared, be well. If you get the checkup before any more damage is done, then it'll be that much sooner that you will get well. You'll have to gain back the weight. Instead of eating junk foods, if you have a food processor, then mixing orange juice and carrot juice should allow you to gain back the weight. But I suggest you speak to a physician first. Cocaine is no fun, not at those prices.
