univited thoughts..(what is she that i am not)

What is she that I am not?... She is beautiful, mentaly, spiritualy, physicaly,,and just as strong in all the same aspects...She is so together, so complete, so whole....She is independent, self reliant, she seem so in control..She isnt like me, but she is not quite my opposite...She is a stranger you hope to get to know...Who becomes a friend youll want so badly to hold, to touch, to be everything too...youll want so much for her to feel the same for you as you do for her....., but yet you are relieved that she would never..., because you are positive that if she did...with a pounding heart, a nervous soul, and trembling hands ...she would slip through your fingers ....inevitably she would become a painfull memory of a girl you wanted so bad to hold and a friend you needed, but instead you let go.....so What is she that i am not?...she IS without the torment of these uninvited thoughts.

 

I don't know whether to or , I love it.

 

im glad you loved it....and i believe that i did a little crying and smiling when i wrote this ..