what happened to those real friendships, like in novels...? or having a friedn that cares about you enough to foregt about his shit when you need help and just try to help you?? dammit it's all i wanted from inter-human relationships but somehow failed miserably at having such a friendship... i mean i give everyhting i have...but when i'm down there's nobody there...it shouldn't be working like that...
If i were to explain the way my friends and I structure our relationship, you wouldn't understand, no one else does For some reason they don't geddit