I've decided most of my confessions alone would be too boring, so i've decided to list them. ---- I think that whenever I stand or walk I do it with limp, even though my legs are nearely even and I am not injured. I have masturbated to things I considered immoral at the time (which I am much better at avoiding now). I am probably the only person in my family that is between the ages of ten and seventy that has not done some illegal drug at least once. Whenver I am near a person smarter than myself I get paranoid about their safety. I have no idea why, and it's very weird. I used to have sexual thoughts about one of my cousins whenever i was near her for about two years. I am a virgin. I beleive that all people are capable of any evil, and I consider most people ignorant and dumb. I once gave up the opportunity to win the million dollars in the mcdonalds monopoly contest when i was eight because i was too shy to talk to a girl who had the park place piece (i had boardwalk). I have considered suicide many times, but each time decided not to either out of kindness for loved ones or because there was not a convenient method to do so. ---- Thats all I can think of, although I'm sure there's more. Anyone else have a list of confessions that are too boring to stand alone?
I daydream too much I tend to consider humanity as a giant clump of...stuff. Matter. Its easy for me to forget that these are all people with feelings and bleh just like me. This makes it easy for me to look down my nose at people and generally be obnoxious. I have a fear of my brain being damaged in some way. Not my body, just my brain. Im forever believing ive done something to damage it. I can be compulsive. Things have to be in the right positions in my bedroom. Little neat piles of things. I wash my hands too often Im too irritable most of the time. Like ive constantly got pmt I think too much and over-analyse I have stolen from shops If someone tells me i MUST do something, i just cant. I freeze up like a rebelious child asserting authority. I go over the top with loving people to the point of smothering them Im too idealistic. I expect too much of people I have thrown my dogs excrement over into next doors garden on several occasions. When i was little i believed id fallen from outer space, and still have my suspicions. I thought about sex a lot as a child, yet hardly ever think of it now. I was curious. Now im not. AND, i have about 50% of the same confessions the original poster had Love-Maxi.Xx
I like to dance to 2 Live Crew in my apartment late at night.. When I lived at home and didnt want to go to school, Id pour milk in the toilet and tell my parents I threw up... When Im on the crapper I like to read the Enquirer...or the back of shampoo bottles.. I've eaten moldy food before--and liked it... I wear pantyhose on my head and laugh at myself in the mirror cause its funny... I do fake ballet and gymnastics in my living room when its on tv... I like to keep empty boxes of food in my pantry cause it fools people and they get mad and it makes me laugh... I saw the easter bunny on the toilet when I was a kid (seriously I did...) I use to watch soaps with my grandma and liked it... this is all i can think of at this moment..
*guffaws of laughter* Girl, you crack me up. Haha, you're not the only one who does this! *giggggles* I do too. Now I don't feel quite so strange
