I've always been laid back, mellow, didn't care much about anything but my family and my animals.....I've met the man of my dreams and we now live together... now I'm crazy.... so sensitive and over emotional, half a sentence from his mouth can make my wheels turn for days, a facial expression can send me higher than any drug or so low I can't get out of bed and go to work....I've never been the jealous type....now I think everyone's after my love and that he wants them all more than me.....this roller coaster is driving me insane in a wonderful way and in a terrible way too......does anyone else feel like this or have you gone through it? How do you deal without throwing temper tantrums or imploding?
I don't know, but when you like somebody alot and really value what they say, anything they say will have its maximum effect on you. For example, if they told you they hated you, you would feel absolutely awful.
Yes, I definately have! If you feel bad, just sit down and meditate!... Just let your ego float away. That's what I had to do when the last chick I was seeing just started ignoring me. I went from the deepest hell to the highest heaven in about a second! And I definately agree with you. REAL LOVE IS WAAAY GREATER THAN ANY DRUG! If I combine it with some good sex, I'm in heaven! Good luck! I wish you very good luck!
i acually had that experience the other way around.... before i met my boyfriend i was always really jealous and uptight in my relationships now i am more mellow than i have ever been and he has made me a completely awesome person.
Love is one hard ass job. Too much goes into it, thoughts go crazy, emotions everywhere.. yet we love it just the same. Love is one crazy ass thing but yet we can't help but want it, or have it or keep it.
Oh yes, I definitely relate. I just recently started feeling that way in regards to a 9 year relationship. I had always felt secure in our relationship, until recently, and that's when all those feelings and thoughts have crept in. It sounds like to me that you are not feeling secure. There may be no reason for you to feel that way, but it's scary when you love someone and are afraid of losing them, so you are analyzing every move and word. I feel for you. I know exactly what you're going through. I want to feel the way I used to. I am working on that. It's called faith. Circumstances should not determine your joy. I must drill that into my head, over and over, every day. Stop analyzing and start enjoying what you have. There is no promise of tomorrow. Don't worry, be happy!! Now, if only I could practice what I preach.
I love this feeling! There are so many emotions. I sometimes think Ill die coz he is not here, with me, other times, I want to be alone but after an hour the loneliness is killing me! Im going crazy too
