I really seem to look forward to sleep every night now.....

because very often do I have a warm, caring person, enter my dreams and sleep next to me, holding and snuggling me...... I always feel someone pull down my covers and then lie next to me in bed..... I feel a very warm being..... its a being that loves me very much, they know IM all alone, and they grace me with their presence.... its an awesome feeling....... and dreams with this person are amazing....... she always appears in them somewhere to show me shes there with me.

 

i love sleeping

 

that's real cool

lately I've been having dreams with this girl I know online in them, oI can feel her presence, it's rela warm and loving, but in all actuality the dream is all black, I'm not even sure how I know that it is her. It makes no sense to me when I am awake...

the real weird thing is she told me about a similar dream, only there were other people in hers, just she didn't know them and they were like in the background

 

You may be very close to meeting such a person in your waking life.

 

I had a dream where i was walking on a yellow sidewalk surrounded by fields of marijuana plants and i saw president bush running around with a weed wacker. Then, my girlfriend woke me up and told me that i was screaming "These are not real marijuana plants" in my sleeep. I only remember the little bit with george bush though.

 

I laughed at that hehe.

 

most of what i look forward to in my dreams is that sense of calmness and not having to worry about anything, even when things and situations that might be threatening in real life happen, which they seldom do, i'm not overcome by anxiety as i would more likely be in real life. this is because the people in my dreams, and i seldom meet people in them anyway, arn't the kind of coerciveness that typifies human society.

yes, i also look forward to my dreams, often though not always, participating in shaping them as they go along.