yep shit sucks right now .....but just wait .....bide your time ....plan all kinds of adventures and do small things to bring yourself closer to being able to live them .....realy how long can a bad thing last ? not more than a couple years , so just get ready for when things open up ......i guarentee you realy incredible stuff can happen for you and probably will with a little effort n planning !
No, i was never poor or innocent. and im not dirty or skanky. I am a bitch alot, but it depends if people piss me off. BUt yea, sometimes i do fuck myself over, and i dont play the victim, just lately i found out some really depressing stuff and kept finding out more so ive been really depressed lately. and what I did last just made it worse for me.