Visiting My Grandmother....900 miles away

Old Crone,
Been a long time since I've been here. Hello and god bless. I can still find one of my last posts to you on the internet! How funny.
I'm writing once again to see if you can help explain something to me. I had a dream the other night where a bunch of people I work with were all around me in a hospital hallway and talking in hushed tones. My great-grandmother was in the room they were all surrounding. I asked for permission from two guys that were kind of guarding her door to go in and see her. They discussed for a moment and let me walk in. I walked through the door and she looked over at me and smiled. She seemed very weak and was hooked up to an IV. I walked over to her, bent down next to her and while softly holding her in the best way you can hug someone who is laying down, I quietly told her in her ear that I loved her. She said the same to me. I felt very happy and awfully sad at the same time. I feel like she was telling me goodbye in a way; like I really went to visit her that night. I could even smell her sweet scent that I have always remembered her by. I had not spoken to her or seen her in over 2 years and so the dream prompted me to try to contact the nursing home she is staying in. Through various family members, I have found out that she is not doing well at all and that she had fallen and was placed under hospice care where she had fallen again. I know she is tired and ready to move on, like she is coming to the final exit point of her blueprint. I've always had a knack for knowing when something terribly wrong has happened or is going to happen and I feel like this is one. I know there is nothing "wrong" with this change, it just feels like it in the physical realm and the thought of her not being here hurts although I think I will be a more peace when she is gone. I may have answered my own question, but it is this happening soon, possibly in the VERY near future?

It is good to be back.

 

No one responded to this post but for anyone who read it, my grandmother passed away 2 weeks ago. Exactly 4 weeks to the day of the dream. I was not surprised when I got the phone call but no matter how much time your given, you can never really prepare for those things. Now that she has passed, I do feel more at peace because I know she is no longer suffering and with my grandfather again. In starting a new year, don't forget to tell those around you that you love them and appreciate the time you have. You never know when it will all change and you don't want to have any regrets.

 

cateyes209,
im sorry to hear about your grandmother dying and i hope that you may fell a little better soon. what happened to you is called an "out of body experience". i would attempt to explain it to you but the term tends to be quite broad in a sense. i would suggest perhaps looking for info on somewhere like google or dictionary. com

hope that was some help to you.