alls normal, mate is coming over on a wednesday for a smoke and some valium maybe, which i recently managed to procure through a fake alias in a pharmacy. then all of a sudden, he has a hookup for ice? then all of a sudden WHAT THE FUCK, IT'S CHRISTMAS?? MY PARENTS ARE BACK TONIGHT!(?!) WE'VE RUN OUT OF METH!!! i had got sleep within these few days btu still the last week is a blur, first i had stayed up on dexamphetamine and got drunk at a little gig i played at woodstock theme party. then the next night, i got really pissed and very stoned, to the point of purging, and then it starts getting a little cloudy so ill start working backward from where i am now my mate has passed out. he had been up for 3 nights on ice and had a about a gram of meth today, as well as then at the same time as his last line meth, snorting 10mg valium. man this guy has been trippin all night, he has forgotten it was christmas eve seriously every half hour or so, and lastely started talking to me as if i was someone else, another friend who was over earlier. honestly that one was about every 10 minutes, sometimes more frequently. ahahahaha one time i called up teh stairs this other guy's name, and my mate thougt he was actually upstairs and went looking for him. seriously this friend of mine i observed have his mind shutting down. he continually forgot what was going on, what day it was, how much money he had, my real identity (lol), the fact that its CHRISTMAS today lol but not me, i slept last night so ive got energy, and eacht ime i go smoke some weed, it seems to kick in the meth some more. i went to a place where most people were hittin up the meth and ice casually.. and its funny how great and polite and nice and often interested people tweakers can be when theyre actually on ice! lol but jees my friend threw up heaps, for 4 days all he was talking about was getting some ice lol he even bought a little crack pipe after his first go. for me? i personally find it great and fun for energy. but the effects themselves arent really that interesting. like its fun and the constant talking is great caus i love using my mind like that. but fuck its such a turn off to see my mate get so obsessed. hehe i think he sorta overdosed minorly caus he threw up hardcore and then went blind from not being abel to use his eyes properly, or stant straight. before he passed out, i mocked him by quoting his words earlier, "i love ice", and he replied "i hate ice" shit what the hell am i even talking about now oh yeh oh fuck i need to clean the house i cant be writing this shit ps. strange how he can get hooked so easily at the start, but i feel no urge for speed at all, except to get throught he day till the next night because coffee isnt too effective when youre on speed-down i would need to try this stuff by my self alone to study it closer, but so far ive found more interest in methylphenidate (honestly!) and dexamphetamine but methamphetamine has the potency and overal length of action, it seems less apparent effects but it just keeps the energy up great. anyway maybe its true and holding ice smoke in makes it crystalise in my lungs, and now that im getting stoned, the crystals are reabsorbing! thats it for sure! just kidding! sammit ive need to clean abode
Man you sound wired! I hate speed. well i love it, and dream about it. But fuck it...I just cannot imagine how people take it often without being blown away by the observable rotting of their body and mind.
the great thing at the moment seems to be that when i smoke cones, even though ive been up since yesterday, they GIVE me energy, its like when i have a cone, im also havin a little bit of born-from-stoned-bump-of-speed
i wonder how many more hours it will keep doing this? ive got christmas lunch today and {{{STOP! is my monitor fucked or has the fps of my brain lowered below the 60hx or whatever it is of my monitor? thats wierd. wired. heheaha! AHJA! um yeh so my friend wanted to snort it and i thought h was stupid, i did most of mine later in the night by putting it around my mouth, and it comes on over a few minutes that way you know, but its good, and at one point in the night, i picked up the aluminium tray that the last line was in, before my friend snorted it, and got this huge rush and instantly dropped what i was doing and ran upstars (4 flights of stairs) to shout at someone on MSN and then sing a song to them (i liked it) sorry what are we talking about again? mm shit what the fuck have i been writing about lol this shi'z whack as they say. ive still got chores to do ! 6 o clock! oh shit! but when will the post end? ?herer her? cheer? beer? here?
i am trying to tidy up so i collected all the cups and bowls from my desk, and took them to the kitchen. then i come back up and i see all these new cups and bowls i hadnt seen before. so i fkn groan and collect all the ones i can see together to take down for a final load (i gotta go down lots of stairs with them). i just come back now and theres fucking heaps more shit here i need to take down godamn i wonder how my christmas dinner will go
hah...I know how you feel...This period of the meth high I get really fucked up sexual urges. Everythin's aright as long as everyone is still talking...
ahah i had totally come down for christmas and passed out as my little cousins pretended i was a monster that they were defeating
Welcome to uppers... heh I'm trying to keep my urge to do coke at bay, spent all xmas coked up... not cool, and not like me. Anyhow, stay away from speed man, it's not worth it. Coming from somone that's been here, been THERE, done this, done THAT...
