what is wronggg with me?

ok.. when i meet ppl for the first time, im so freakin quiet
i wish i could like find a cure for that shit or something...
i feel like so akward.. and well, usually i only have to do that with 1 person every once in awhile
well tonite, i hung out with about 40 different ppl at different locations
and i didnt know ANY of them.. so multiply my akwardness by 40


and then, to top it all off, the dude that i SORT OF knew,
kept complimenting me and hitting on me (in a sweet way.. but still..) all nite
why do i attract guys that i would never be interested in?


but other than those things, my new years was pretty kickass
i met some really interesting ppl.. and for the most part it was cool.
i just wish i coulda been myself a bit more and i just wish that guy didnt like me.. cuz he is totally a guy i would want as a friend.. nothing more..


ahah wow.. u guys totally did not want to hear all of that
you just wasted like 5 minutes of your life reading my bullshit

 

i pretty much already talked to you about it, so i dont need to say anything

 

haha yeah i know
i just figured i'd tell everyone else too
cuz im evil like that

 

you bastard



hahhaa...i said that right when kyle said that after kenny died...

 

well, since im not paul...
:H



i am kind of like that... ill ask questions, and if theyre interesting, we'll keep talking... i've found, however, that i seem to only be able to do that with the quiet musician types. thats kinda what i am so maybe you just need to find people like you?

 

yeah, i did have ppl like me.. in NC..
and, well, some ppl that werent like me haha
but i still got along with them cuz they were great

GA is just so.. different..

Everyone cross your fingers right... NOW
and hope that i can move back to NC soon

 

ding itl...irsa haed ti tupe thid wau ...hbow klonf do i uave to uabe tjem crossed?

 

shut up paul that hurt my head


id cross my fingers but itd be hard to type.... OMG thats what you were doing, lmfao

 

hahahaha

 

that was the strangest thing ever

 

Apparently, to most... it seems I'm the quiet musician... who has no sense of reality.

 

i dunno how long you've been in GA, but it took me a full school year to find a group of people i enjoy chillin with and since i handn't moved before that was damn near a lifetime to not have a group of friends (granted a small group, but a good one). It still feels alittle awkward sometimes, since most of them have known each other for years, but you just have to get out there and make the best of it (cliche, i know).

Try to go places that you find cool (or in my case an extra credit project for school) and chances are you'll find other people who have atleast one similar intrest as you

 

I seem to attract a race of 12 and 13 year old girls.... it's kinda scary, really.

 

That sucks
I attract no one, or they are too secretive admirators ..

 

im the same way as you. im shy when i first meet people unless they are totally like me which only happens like once in a while haha. and i attract the guys i would never date too haha. where they like try to ask you to hang out and be friends but ur not too sure cuz u know if u do then they will ask u out, but u dont wanna date them at all? haha cuz that happens to me. theres nothing wrong with you. i think it happens to a lot of people. just ask questions i guess, thats what i do. peace~

 

Same with me too.People have to actually force conversation with me then I'll say something completely wierd and scare them away.

 

I guess most of the people here are like that ..
Including me ..

 

Yeah, I'm pretty shy too and when I'm about to meet new people I'm very nervous and don't know what to say. But most of the time it turns out pretty cool.

 

Wow, I wish that was me. I'm the quiet musician type, except I'm all loud and boysterous. I used to be shy last year (hard to believe I know), but now I guess I'm not, but I still haven't talked to anyone because there's no one to talk to. So maby I am still shy, but probobly not. One thing is that you got to get you ego up, then you'll not be as shy. Just think, I'm better than all these people, if they don't want to talk to me then the're looseing an oppertunity of a lifetime, cuz I'm a swave mack daddy, or whatever the female version of a mack daddy is. Just remember to talk the talk, nome sayin'?

 

the thing is, I like girls that are a little older than me.