I'm turning into a female Jim Morrison...

I have absolutely no self control,i'm excessive, which really pisses me off. I'm lazy, and no matter how many times I try to set rules for losing weight or whatever I always end up breaking them, which leaves me frustrated. I've struggled with eating disorders, both under eating and over eating, and now it's more of the latter. Put together lack of exercise and over eating and what do you get? a lazy, excessive fat ass, a.k.a me. I've tried so many times to change my ways, but now i have no motivation. I'm in a rut. I'm going through some tough times at school and home so that sort of adds to the stress and depression.

 

Unless you are turning into a complete, anti-social asshole, you are not turning into Jim Morrison. My older brothers attended Satellite Beach High School with Jim Morrison and they would both tell you that even though he was a poetic and artistic genius even in high school he was an ass.

 

I can understand you completely. I have a vendetta against the world.

 

awww...

I know exactly what you mean. I've been struggling with raising my motivation for ages. I've got so many wonderful plans for improving myself, but I just can't get motivated enough to put them into action. Then I get really depressed and frustrated with myself, and resort to some bad old habits to distract myself from the pain.

Good luck! Someday things will change...'all things must pass', you know?

 

thank you everyone for reading my post. i'm trying to get my life back on track, and although it's not easy, i'm surviving.

 

hear you sista, i dont really dont know what to say since im on the same boat
just want to let you know that you're not alone

 

Judging by your user name, it sounds like exactly what you want..

 

Look at it this way;It could be far worse!!,you could be turning into a fat:Elvis Presley.