and kept it all down. I had a bowl of cereal and non-fat milk for breakfast, a cup of mango slices for lunch, a rice krispy treat as a snack, a rice and veggie dish for dinner that i kinda picked at, half a glass of wine and 2 non-fat fruit juice sweetened cookies about an hour ago!!!!!! normal meals!! no barfing only one naseua pill (down from 6) and only 3 pain pills (down from 9) today!!!!!!!!!! im so proud of myself!!! tommorow im going to have lunch with my girlfriends and im going to order th fruit plate which has all different kinds of tropical fruit and berries, orange sorbet and blue cheese and brie (im goingt o see if they'll give me non fat cottage cheese or non fat creme fraiche oooh or maybe frozen yogurt instead of the blue cheese and brie)
i know i knwa i'ts faboooo!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel strong and healthy again and i don't fall down if i stand up too long!!!!!!! plus now everyone's off my ass and no one's over me making me eat anymore its great.
blech...my friends 15yr old daughter is just days away from anorexia killing her...every time the phones rings i'm shitting meself in case it's the bad news we all know is coming from the hospital (but it's the news we don't want)... living nightmare man...living fucking nightmare....
You can eat? Didn't you just say two days ago you can't because you are sick? Now you find out you aren't dying and suddenly you can eat..... sounds like alot of this is in you head. I wouldn't drink either if I was you, your liver is all kinds of fucked why be stupid and fuck it up more?
Mmmmmmmmmmmm, cottage cheese. probably the food i snack on most up at school. i get the cottage cheese with chives in it. but thats great your eating and lessening the use of the pills. woohoo!
oh man I hear ya. Anorexia's no fun. Get her a good and caring psychiatist and some appetite inducing anti-anxiety meds. And give her lots of love the illness runs really deep it's not even about weight in the end. I hope she gets better and is able to live a normal life after this. I do want to note that my problems are related to my gallbladder, liver and pancreas and I do not have anorexia. I'm actually a little chubby...just want to be clear. But I was there in high school and it was miserable the mere fact of having to go to the hospital snapped me out of it though really quick
man we both just woke up an hour ago we're such lazy asses so its gonna be an early dinner now lol. I have no appetite today though i feel naseaus and my mom is getting on me because i forgot to make a dr's appoitment for tuesday and it's just stressful. I mean I went from lounging around the house all day doped up on pain pills to working 9 hour days and catching up with friends and shopping. i need to be more responsible. Katie and I are going for dinner at 4 and we're gonna get a lowfat veggie pizza so that will be yummy Hey are you going back to campus tommorow Chris? I bet your family is bummed):
i've been up since 8am. went food shopping. prepared some food for tonight. but i did take a little nap until my mom woke me up i'm tired. yea, i go back tomorrow night. i think they want me out...haha. yea, they're bummed kinda, but i don't i'm getting kinda bored...wanna see my friends. AND were going out next weekend to get absolutely shitfaced. so yea....
glad to hear of your progress, lynsey, that' s a long way from where you were a week ago...now get yourself completely well!!!
