The pain medication I was on made me talk a little too much and not be able to keep anything to myself. I wrote an email to the guy I am seeing last night and told him how head over heels I am for him. I mean I just went on and on and god he's gonna think I'm nuts. He hasn't emailed me back yet last night was only our third date. Then I further fuckedtified the situation up. I got worried this afternoon not getting an email from him so I called back two people who asked me out recently and told them my situation has changed and i want to have dinner. I know the guy I'm seeing isn't seeing anyone because a very attractive colleague of mine asked him out and he said no he was seeing somone. The thing is I don't even like the guys I agreed to go out with and I feel bad because I'm kinda using one of them because he has epilepsy and I want him to come and talk to my kids about it for epilepsy awaness month. I tried to be good I tried to change and here I am again. How can I make this situation better and why hasn't he emailed me back? Prior to my little rant about how fab he is and how much I like him he emailed me like 5 times a day. I suck. I finally find a guy who doesn't withhold affection and adores me and I go on and on like a lush. Hwo do I make this better?
Oh my god!!!!!! He is the coolest man ever. He wrote me an email saying that he had to take a viccodin so he could properly respond to my email hah he was kidding but he is so fucking smooth it makes me want him BAD. He said I was a really special woman and very attractive and that he thinks we will be better friends than I know. He also said that he is proud of me for handeling things at work and that he is going to have to go out of state for the family buisness for a few days and he'll miss me. Then he signed the email ciao bella ah man I'm not in love or anything and just got out of a relationship with a guy i was madly in love with so I don't know if I'm ready to sleep with him because i know ill be in love with him once i do and that scares the crap outta me right now. but man he's amazing and im crappy and have dates with 2 other dudes man i suck i need to fix this situation.
I only seperated my wife for a month before she died. I'd dated a girl already and it went great. However when she died I quit calling or meeting her. I feel bad.
I agree. Worst relationships I've been witness to the couple threw the word Love around WAY too much... as if they were trying to convince one another.
I fixed it I emailed him and told him I got serious with somone recently but that i would like to rekindle our friendship. he answered right away and was cool and then i called him and he said he'd be happy to come and talk to my kids and im going to take him out for dinner afterwards as a thank you. i was just feeling yucky and was being really selfish and horible. ive been in a really bad relationship for the past year and it's made me a little desensitised towards men. I need to remember that not all of them are like that. ergh yeah i feel bad Michael's a cool fucking guy.
oh im a total i love you fan. women just have a biological thing where we become attached from sex so i am just saying knowing myself i fall in love usually after sex.
