how can things that make you so happy..

also make you sadder than anything else?

i thought good memories are supposed to bring back laughs and smiles...

all mine just seem to bring back tears.

 

poor hev...is there something you want to talk about that could maybe make you feel better?

 

ur eyes must do some rain'in if our ever gonna grow-bright eyes

i like this sayin it's help me alot...

 

naw there's only one thing that will make me happy.. and talking wont help me get it

 

but thanks for offering

 

It's the expression of missing that memory or flashback.

 

anytime...if ya need anything though hev, i'll do all that i can. even though its just the internet

 

yeah, i know pauly. thanks

 

u should be happy if somethings gettin u down turn away...a box of rain will ease the pain and love will c u thru

 

it's so sad because things are so temporary.
the only way to make it is to find more things to love, and to always be loving, and to never think about what's been loved as something that can't be loved again. you get it?

love the past like it's happening right now.

 

yeah forget this thread


everything is perfect.. well.. as perfect as it can be right now..


so yeah, i will stop being emo now

 

next time you make a thread like this, im just not even gonna post in it, cause i know that your just gonna come back and regret posting it, and saying everything is just fine ...it ends the same way everytime


maybe your just making apples out of oranges...no wait...mountains out of ant hills...i dont know how the saying goes

 

k

 

isnt it weird that some memories stop feeling real and feel like a dream instead of something that did actually happen

 

Yea.. Im pretty fucked up when it comes to things of the past.. Even when theyre short term.. I remember once this girl invited me to her house, then later during the day.. I took my bike and left.. But then i started to think (oh shittt.. did she REALLY call me? Like.. will I arrive at her house, and she'll be like "wtf are you doing here?"

And when i stopped paranoing over these things.. I realised that instead of biking over to her house.. I was like biking the opposite way somewhere..

Damn that day was really weird

 

that's probably how i'm going to be here soon heather
my girlfriend just left yesterday to move in with her grandparents
...
i'm gonna miss her like crazy
i'm not used to not being able to see her whenever i feel like it
which makes me sad...
ugh
musn't be sad! mustn't be sad!

 

haha no.. i should have just given it a little more time n not gotten all down about it when i didnt even kno the full story. haha i have the problem of jumping to conclusions and being kinda doubtful at times.

but it all worked out in the end so its all good



and im sorry richie it gets easier, i promise.