Hi there. I am new here relative to the majority of active users. I am slowly trying to build my post count as I see those users are the most popular. Popularity is the biggest motivator in my life and I feel like I need this forum's acceptance. The other night I tried to blanket the entire board with a post in each forum. I only got as far as 15 consecutive forums showing me until one of those 15 was replaced by someone else. I blamed the japanese and continued on. I then had to try and advance and manage my past posts..I did get as far as the poetry forum before realizing it was not my night. That made it 19 posts altogether This is of course the saddest thing you have read and I thank you for now coming to support my plight of being cursed with a tragic case of insomnia. I also frequent the chat area from time to time. I like making lil movies for my sig cuz it just backs up the fact that I am introverted and very lonely and obviously fishing for compliments. Anyhoo thanks for maing me feel welcome everyone
hey memilesaway, i talked to you in the chattroom...you probably don't remember me....but ,i remember you.i remember being so impressed that you moved from the usa to australia and are following your dreams. i remember a decent,compassionate man with a kind heart.hold your head up high,brother. you don't need the acceptance of others to make you a worthwhile person.you are beautiful,baby.don't EVER forget it. if you ever need someone to talk with you can im me on yahoo chat,at sleepy_d777. i check my messages ,daily. i too am a loner...i understand. by the way,your post brought tears to my eyes.i hate to see a good person hurting so much. i'm sending good vibes your way,bro..........peace and love,Dee
hey much love and welcome to you. yea just like sleepy d777 said you can talk to me anythime youd like im on all the time.
you are all kind but now i just feel all icky inside. sometimes i just don't know when too much is too much. the pain i sometimes feel is often pretend pain that i manufacture within the recesses so that others will think i am a real boy. instead i've just got these lil wooden arms and legs.
Yeah, I posted a hello here a couple of months ago and never returned... until now. Hello, and welcome.
Hey memilesaway, how you doing now? We were all new sometime, that's nothing to be ashamed of or try to build over. We all gotta start somewhere, and this is as good as place as any! Don't worry if you're not the one with the most posts, I never pay attention to that anyway. I feel the content of someone's posts speaks more than anything, someone with a decent 1st post will get my respect a lot quicker than another who's got 96 thousand under their belt but just wastes the bandwidth with hate or ignorance. You'll get your numbers up there. There are plenty of decent, fun, entertaining people here to share your experiences with or just chat for a while. In the meantime, keep bringing those sig movies on, those are cool And to tell you the truth, the japanese are to blame - They make all those cheap TVs then I have to figure out how to fix them for nothing. Insomniacs are more than welcome here. Some nights I hurt so much I can't get to sleep and the guys at the chronic pain forum all go do their thing, so a lot of nights I end up here. Day or night, we got good friends here to talk to. Speaking your mind really helps the pain too, and you don't have to worry about getting ripped here, that's what this site is about. Hope to see you again soon! Be safe
welcome, MeMilesAway! your post count is very impressive ... you're popular with me! im not so prolific *sigh* Peace, Ryvr
