crazy experience

call her a tool.

 

alright i will. lol

 

one of the last few times i had a spliff i suddenly started thinking about death and it made so much sense. I closed my eyes and i came to a sort of realisation of what death actually is. It felt like there was nothing beyong life and a sense of sadness came on me cos i thought "so what's the point of all this?" i quickly tried to snap out of it, but it was still pretty weird. It felt so real.

 

yeah, sometimes when i smoke i dont know wats real, i imagine things and my mind believs me

 

a similar thing happens when i eat brownies at a high dose.

 

i really wanna make bud brownies, but idk how much to put in. any suggestions?

 

seriosuly man stop caring about the definition of the word "trip". the definition itself is referring ot nothing about drgs, but in the context of drugs it means something slightly different to the previous meaning, and in the context of weed it means something slightly differen


to pu it simply: if you know what they mean, then theyve used the right word. you can only know if theyve used the wrong word or not if you know what they are saying in the first place. but in working that out, youve shown that they can communicate to you, and if youre the only person complaining about the use of such a non-foul word, then where is the issue?

 

i wanna say, why does it matter sirtokesalot?

cuz, i refer to trippin as viewing reality in a veerrrrrry fucked up state....so sometimes at verry high doses of weed i could say it was more of a trip than being high or stoned......

 

sounds similar to what my two friends and me experienced a year ago...at one point i freaked out so bad coz i thought everything i "see" is just a movie and im in this other world watching the movie, where i was all alone in complete darkness...ugh worst feeling ever! ppl reckon it was laced with something..but..idk

 

it was probably laced with coke

 

well i've never done coke, so i didnt really know, i thought coke was just extreme euphoria.

 

yeah i just realized that this little experience happens to me even when im sober. but when im stoned it just makes it ten times worse.

im crazy..