Stoned and drunk at family gig = bad

Fuck, i'm so drunk at the moment, I couldn't handle the fucking 40,000, well maybe more like 40 people at my house when i just want to go to bed, i had a joint so at least i could enjoy the food, now im wasted as fuck. I don't know how the fuck im gonna relate to people when i get back, wish they would shut the fuck up about how tall i am....get fucking used to it, somebody kill me, i wish people would talk about something other than useless shit, and i can't explain how i'm fucked after 4 beers, my uncle keeps asking about my secret stash, goddamn bitch, here goes.....

the pies are ready, yay

 

why the fuck do drunk people feel the need to tell the rest of the world?

I cant go out im gonna die, shit.....eyedrops, but what fucking difference, they'll all know whats going ion with the incense coming out of my room.

 

I love peope, but i don't like them, do u know what i mean?

Why can't everybpdy stop liking and start loving?

Love is a means to an ends,

 

shit they're looking for me, mother fuckers

have to hide

 

I'm going to smoke in front of my mum for the first time. This should be interesting

 

Definately one of the more entertaining threads I've found here...

Continue...

 

hahaha PLEASE keep going

 

wow, what a day

 

Ok, my uncle from my mums side threatened to physically beat the fuck out of my dad's brother because my dad's brother kept on using the words, "niggers and gooks", my racist uncle is great and even though i dont agree with him i felt so bad that he left without saying goodbye, poor little bastard, he doesn't really mean it, he hates everyone equally.

Anyway, i ended up going out and eating a bunch of pies and shit, then when i was getting into an in depth convo with my mum's brother my mum was just staring at us (because she is a meddling bitch, even though i love her), so i said 'what?' and she said, what?' and i said ,what" and she said im just trying to get your attention and i said "and for what reason, what the hell do you have to sday" and at that point everyone went quiet and it was really awkward, wierd shit...I drank so much scotch

Anyway, my uncle from mums side is trying to persuade me to go to perth and live with my cousin for a while to get away from my dumb family.

And my uncle from dad's side was trying to convince me for about an hour to stop believing in people and realise that idiots deserve everything that comes to them because they have the choice not to be idiots. I think he might be right.

The source of about half of my misery is my sadness over the untapped potential of the human psyche.........so fucking what.if the fuckers are going to choose to reject their potential then they deserve whats coming, right?

Opinions please

 

i wish i had more to say...I want to be a writer some day

I guess i want to love everyone, i know love isn't real (only nothingness is real), and i never used to believe in love, but it is a means to an ends, and if that ends is, well i don't know, what is the answer, i want to die but i want to live, maybe i am in the perfect state of being, maybe im pretending, im sad bvecause tommorow ill be sobre and i wont be able to percieve this world in an open minded state, i wish i could drink and smoke all the time, but then i would suffer the consequences, so then i can never be truly free, so really life is a fucked up joke

now i see why the christians are attracted to the idea of heaven...I never understood, because life is so damn hard

Does anyone ever feel like the very essence of their soul is going to fall to pieces and flaot away at this very moment so that they will still be alive and consciously percieving everything but they will be tortured by the fact that they have no spirtual eyes, why am i so dumb

everyone is so much smarter than me, do i just want people to feel sorry for me? I hate myself, and i hate peolle
the most important problem in my life is that:

ok i decised this the other day:

What is the meaning and why am i deeply allergic to people? What is the root of my hatred towards the deeply flawed human race? How am i EVER going to be able to share this world with 6 billion other people unless i learn to deal with stupid imbecilic people? What the fuck am i going to do? Why do i feel like dying, yet i have no desrie to kill myself? Why do i think im deep when im not, why do i think im smart when im dumb? Why do i want to tell other people how wrong they are when ther's no point to anything? And WHY THE FUCK CANT THESE REAL FUCKING QUESTIONS GET ANSWERED THOUGH MY INTERACTION WITH REAL FUCKING PEOPLE, BUT INSTEAD I HAVE TO COME INTO FUCKING CYBERSPACE AND HOPE THAT A BUNCH OF PEOPLE I DONT KNOW (BUT MAYBE I DO)o CAN ANSWER THESE DEEP DEEP DODDAMN FATE DECIDING QUESTIONS???

when will this goddamn thing end?

I am so sad

 

I am reaching out to people acorss the globe in the hope that my greatest fears and my greatest desires will be heard and affirmed.

Truth is, i love people so much, I dont know what to do with myself, i walk around so blind and drunk, yet i cant lose my pride.......why the fuck cant i get rid of this stupid ego?

Its like capitalism, just sits and stays and you cant do a lot to get rid of it and no matter how much you try and argue with it it just stays because its a system and systems are going to stay because they are desigined that way

FUCK EGO, GOD I LOVE CAPITALS, I dont know, why,

if we all realised how flawed we were would the world be a better place?

What saddens me the most about this is thast ill get a whole bunch of posts that will really offend me because of my useless pride, and whats worse is that no one in their socalled normal mind will be able to give me any advice because nothing means anything...so what to do? and why the internet, why cant i get a girlfriend, wouldn't they rather me than those lifeless, brainless alpha males.its my fault though, existenitalism is a about taking responsibility, i can get girls, i dont try

this is so cliche, is everything old under the sun?

 

By the way, on christmas eve i pissed in my dad's rain gauge but i felt bad because it was christmas so i tipped it out, so i dared my dad's mate to do it tonight and he did.

Its now a lovely amber colour.

I also smoked a whole cigarette in the house, and my uncle and his hot girlfriend are currently having an argument with my parents about how they've been wrong in rasing me, good, because they're fucking right

 

I rest my case...people suck, whats the fucking point?

That was like an omen from the gods, thanks boogaboo

Edit: you close minded shit.

 

Your family sounds a fuck of a lot more interesting than mine. They aren't interested in in depth conversations. They avoid the drama at all costs. Maybe its really better that way.

 

Wise words from the boog....

 

Yes, so wise he/she got themselves banned.

Sorry about the anti-climax, last night was very interesting, but it could have been more interesting.

The piss is still in the rain guage, and my parents know i smoke weed and they don't mind. I found out my mum and dad are finally athiests...I love my family but im going to move out soon. Wierd wierd night.

 

man, i envy you

 

I envy myself (if that makes sense) Australia is such a cool country...seriously i am such a spoilt whiner, but it up to me to decide whether im a spolit POS because only i know me

 

drunk at a family gig = always
& thats the whole family, not just me. everyone in my family is divorced so everytime they are all obligated to see each other again they obviously cant handle it so they all get fucken KEYED. its kind of cute actually, but mostly kind of pathetic. i almost want to post the only family photo we have ever gotten taken...wow. trust me, its funny.

anyways dude, your hella lucky you live in australia.

 

I would seriously like to see that photo, families are cool, but dysfunctional all the same. Post it if you can.