sexaul intercourse

goooooooooods

my wi ne had stuff in it, like, really smaal parts

solid poarts I mean . Fuck. I feel so confused, self-loathing, cold, The Boxerish, selfish, cowardly, drunk, unstable and exhausterded &so on and so foth at the same time.

I spit the last gulp back in the bottle but f course this went wong and it got all over my desk and floor. because of the solid bits eeeew

I'm really trembling, it's that cold.

I love simon and garfubkel. and omg they're jewsish. Well Lisa purged any unwanted and unmeant thoughs about such issues from my mind anyway sa yay it's all rite. lol jews

God fucking dammit I love lisa so so so very fuckign much. I dont get it cause she doesnt even have a penis/

'Drunkness amplifies a person's real self'
- Stephan, a German friend of mine who wears way too short jeans-wiht the- trousersleeves-cut-off lol omg hes so gay bit not really (damn)

10 dollars to anyone who can get me a picture of paul simon waering his 'jesus saves' t-shirt. well okay not 10$ but like how bout 10 Love?

lol bye and yes I just spent 1.5 hours spending crying in publixc & semi piblic

 

Ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

lol

i suck

 

what the fuckkkk. that was the trippiest shit Ive ever read... Im still confused

 

Shalom?!!!! or something...
Are you okay there Ira Hayes?
I love you!!!
-xxx-

 

did i do anything wrong?
whats up bart?
aww maybe it's just been to much...
no sleep, weird food, alcohol, rory gallagher,
a sweet picture of cat stevens, chinese tv,
a guy in a tutu...

 

smoke another one dude!

solid breaks

 

Yay aww lisa

omg I never realy dared to say so you know but

I'm realy gonna hav a hard time when you leave for so long you know




But that doenst mean I m not honestly happy for you becasue its
for the sake f loooooooove and thast always goode and I know how really xcited about it you are so it's okay really really okay

 

lol oww

i guess
I just take things too seriosly sometimes...

and I'm gonne afeel soooo god damn ambarrassed about this threa when I'm sober lol fuck........

 

oh man

 

This was so cool to read, brah.

 

hey buddy,

i'm gonna miss you too,
a whole lotta lot!!!

 

sweetie, ain't nothing more serious then
cat stevens...

remember when we sang father and son?

 

Rea;;y thogh man... far as I remeber

I sent a tyex message to lisa bout putting on the boxer n crying first thing I get home and

I Preess 'send' and less then a secon later im fightihg against my tears on a bench at th station while a woman ask me to swap 2 euros for 2 euros in changeh for the phone boooth

really its the lack of sleep

 

woah
out of the ordinary things to read when high
but still pretty ordinary
crazy

 

oww fuck if Id put on teht song id hav cried even harder

its sad t waych my speling get wosre every post I make.....

fuck i dranied a bottle f wine in 4 minutues

 

When I left my home and my family, I was no more than a boy
In the company of strangers
In the quiet of the railway station, running scared
Laying low, seeking out the poorer quarters, where the ragged people go
Looking for the places only they would know


now go to bed!

(i like the antonio banderas you carefully placed on fu yong hai's nose )

 

o my god yesss antonio~!

i cant go yo sleep
last time i skipped anight, samne thing s now

you know U'm pretty euphric when im happpy but onecI only touch mellancholy I start tearin myself right apatr and all th little thing s I hate aboyt myself rsurface... and t all gets worse (kinda liek my grammar too)

 

would this make you feel better?

 

yay for Rory, ranodm sexy bitcj and johny!!

yea okay down wiht those neg vibes, up with the pos ones. oww you realy are my big sister

and witha cool thumb to o

 

come on, sad bartje be a happy Cat again!

*wink wink*