Only four Thats all I care about Only four people in the entire world have I ever given a damn about My sister, Jessy, and three of my cousins, Juwanna, Alex, and Evan The only people I've ever worried about, truly felt sad for Everyone else I dole out manners and good deeds Hollow in their meaning, I feel the same Even the rest of my family I don't know half their names Barely consider them more than strangers Women I've lusted after, had crushes on Never kissed or made love to one Only enter the outside world when I have to Air conditioner freezing my room even in the winter Yet I still feel yearning, someone to love Four isn't enough But I'm still young Time to start caring