How is it

Blizzard parties kick ass. You just put ur beer in the snow and it stays cold as fuck.

 

Been snowing steadily since about 3pm.

 

my parents have friends over for dinner, so there was lots of wine, I'm mildly drunk, that's cool, but otherwise it's depressing as fuck that I'm home...on a saturday night...with my parents (this has been the norm as of late)

god, please put me out of my misery

 

Hotel party in Indy man. You're invited.

 

I'm there...


...but how exactly? god damnit why havn't all those trekkies made teleportation a reality yet, they should get on that shit

 

I will turn into a completely worthless piece of shit if they do. That'd give me access to the tightest parties in the world at any given time of the day.

 

I am not doing shit tonight. I am watching this movie called go. I did smoke little while ago. I can't wait to see my sister, we are going out when I go and see her, that’s going to be great hanging out with my sister. Making some brownies watch movies

 

You're invited to the hotel party too. And you're sister. Lets all go.

 

great

 

usual sat. night routine for me too.... work and then some movies with d

 

i stayed sober tonight...yes, lets all laugh at me for staying sober...

nah, really, i just supported my friend being an alcoholic on his 21st b-day, was an extra DD if need be

 

Since I've moved to Maine, I'm typically out seeing music on Saturday nights as Sundays are usually my day off. No one of interest is playing tonight though and being that I got home at 10:30 and have to be back in at 6 am tomorrow, I'm relaxing at home - no fun for me tonight unfortunately

 

now that i think about it.i shoulda done the same thing

 

stay sober? it was alright...pretty boring though.

my boy owes me big time though. he's my battle buddy for when i turn 21 though, fucking shit show...ahh april 9 can't come any sooner

 

yeah.i felt like shit an hour or so after i drank.now it's started to wear off...this is the worst part. the last thing i want is to get sick of alcohol before i even turn 21.now wouldn't that suck

 

well, from my experience, we go through phases. like, i started drinking when i was 13 and i got fed up with it by time i wa 16-17. then picked it up again when i was 18 and didn't drink my freshman year in college cuz i go to a military school and i really couldnt' do anything as a freshman. sophmore year, i got all my partying out of my system. this year, i still party, but i don't need to get wasted everytime i drink...i can have a casual night, just hanging out, just with 1-2 beers and thats it. then when i turn 21, its gonna be a shit show, but after that, i think the novelty of drinking will wear off and i won't have to do it all the time. i don't need to do it, i have other things i can do. but it is fun to drink.

 

meh.guessing maybe i'll go through the same thing.sounds alot like me.i'll get sick of one thing for a while.and soon after that im back at it again.i don't even think alcohol tastes that good anymore.but the effects are pretty nice.hah.but i do see myself getting shit faced on my 18th and 21st birthday.and who knows what ever else

 

yea, i have friends who just started drinking last year. thats cool and all, but really, i'm far ahead of them and right now, there at the phase where whenever they party, they need to get really shitfaced...and well, thats just not me anymore. really, i just want to be able to kick back sometimes and relax with my friends. the whole party scene gets old quickly, but i still do it because my friends do it.

 

I <3 darvocet

 

yeah i understand.i can't stand watching others have fun without me.but lately i've been super laid back.almost too laid back.is that even possible?i just stop and pay attention to others and how hyper they are.like why can't i be like that?hah.i don't really go to parties.doesn't really seem to fit my personality all that much.just rather hang with some people at a house or wherever.wouldn't wnat to get so shit faced and end up doing something stupid in front of a bunch of strangers.