i personally am only sticking to organic things maybe you should do the same but i have never done anything not organic either it scares me alot!
The truth is, I've heard a lot of people say they'd only take organic psychoactives, but I never really got that. I mean, I have always had a better relationship with natural drugs such as shrooms rather than synthetic ones, like acid, but seeing natural ones as clean and safe and chemicals as dangerous and foreign doesn't make sense. Theyre all just arrangements of elements forming chemical molecules, arent they? And thats what humans are made of too. But that its the effect it has, what it creates that makes the difference. Not where it came from...
Ryan....some advice from an "old man." Later in life I started on anti-depressants, and looking back I realize I lived with it all my life. There is a genetic component to depression as well. Depression makes you a good candidate for serious drug dependence...take it from someone who's been there. Maybe it's true for you, but maybe not. Problem is, if you are, sometimes you don't realize it until you're deep into it. At least you're aware enough to be looking at it.